~S.T.L<3~*Lots of babies, Adoption and Waiting for Beth's BFP! <3

[brooke1993]

Andrea feel better soon ((hugs))
Nicole Awww loving that baby bump!!!I plan to get a picture up of mine soon.
Steph How are you?I have been praying for u hun xoxoxo
The rest of u I didnt mention How are you all???This thread is 2 quiet come on ladies!!!

 

[AndreaFlorida]

Hey ladies I haven't said much....but well....I guess I had a bunch of faulty crap tests...here they are:

https://www.countdowntopregnancy.com/pregnancy-test-gallery/image.php?galleryid=87764

Gonna get a FRER tomorrow but I know its gonna be neg. as last night my Wondfo was stark white...no hint of anything....grr stupid tests no more of those I'm not buying anymore an not peeing on anymore GRRR lol!

Brooke how are you

I've missed you ladies!! I'm still SICK!!! I think honest in my heart its the FLU I can't kick it!

 

[waiting2012]

Nicole--I hope you get to feeling better hun

Andi--I know this is the damdest thing--but I read through a post in the testing section about using your blood on an hpt--you mix it with a little water (to thin it out so it moves down the test) (or you can use saliva)--a few women had done this and the ladies who were indeed pg--got positive tests--and the ones that AF showed up for--they got def negative tests--might be worth a try--can't hurt...
Thinking of trying it myself when I get closer to Feb..Just for shits and giggles--what it can hurt anyways??? LOL...Let me know if you try hun... I do see lines on your tests though..
Brooke--I'm so glad things are going good for you hun! I'll try to update more tomorrow...Have games to catch up on so I can get to bed plus its "our bd day" for our every other day schedule.. I dreamed thursday night that I got my pos bfp and we made it all the way through to delivery... I'm sure it's just my brain in overdrive thinking that it should happen this month--but who knows.. LOL... We'll know come the 6th of Feb.. And I'm going to be a "MiMi" in June! Its not Wesley's but he loves the girl (He met her 2 maybe 3 years ago and tonite she went to dinner and the mall with us) She is having a girl as far as we know--and Wes is being very supportive...I know its not going to be my biological grandchild but close enough for me.. She picked out the name Lydia for her too... That's going to be one spoiled little girl!

 

[AndreaFlorida]

Awww CONGRATS MIMI awesome news!!

 

[waiting2012]

Yeah--Thanks Andi! I am just a wee bit excited...LOL... It is nice to look at little baby clothes again, and know that soon very soon--we are going to have a baby to hold again.. I was told no cheetah print--Hahahaha--I told Victoria (she goes by Zoey though--she hates her name...) that what happens while she's with Paw-Paw and MiMi--she has no control! ..They had the CUTEST little outfit in black and hot pink with cheetah print and ruffle skirt for 0-3 months that said "Diaper Diva" in silver sparkles.. Jason told her he found a pair of pink infant cowboy boots...LOL.. I keep thinking--man, what if Gail is right and we conceive this month--I'll have a grandbaby and baby 4 months apart! But I'm up for it--they'll be the most spoiled kids around either way!

 

[AndreaFlorida]

Well AF is here 2-4 days early...how wonderful

 

[waiting2012]

Awe Andi..I'm sorry hun.... BIG HUGS!! I wonder though about your tests sweetie.. I mean you'v ordered them loads of times and we've ALL seen the faint lines on them and then they go negative right before your AF appears--is it possible with the bad, bad cramping and stuff that you have with your Af that they are 'chemical pgs'... Could you be getting pg just not staying pg...If that is what it is--then ya need to get checked out hun--I'm sure there has got to be something they can do for it... I know the hell I've been through but you've got a few more resources than I've had.. I didn't want to bring it up cause I didn't want to make you more sad or upset than you are seeing AF is here, but I thought it was time hun... No one can have that much luck with batch after batch after batch of bad tests--there's just no way sweetie..I just want to make sure you talk to your doctor about it hun..I love ya, and only want the best for ya sweetie!

 

[AndreaFlorida]

I duno no pain this AF...and its just spotty brown blood but my temps so low I just figure its AF arrived....they wouldn't do anything anyways Steph my doc didn't wanna see me again til I could afford IVF ehhh Oh well I'm done w/ trying to be honest just gonna be happy with what God has given us for now.....

Went to a birthday party today an this lil girl took right up with us.....and made me want a little girl sooooo bad...I honestly cried and wished she was for adoption LOL I had this "immediate bond" with that little girl and she loved Jason...her parents dropped her off an we never saw them...but she was a doll Made me feel really good and made me wish and pray that we still get the girls although its not a high chance as of right now it soon could be

 

[waiting2012]

Sweetie....I know, I know, I know... The pain is always just there under the surface and when you think everything is ok--something makes the pain resurface....It'll get better hun..We will get through this too.....

I have pretty much my focus into lil Lydia and what we need to do since the kids are going to get married in May before she arrives so she'll have Wesley's last name... ..I've got u/s pics too from her today and added my own personal touch them..Fixin to post em'...

 

[waiting2012]

 

[AndreaFlorida]

Wow....he was almost marrying Taylor now he's marrying this girl I HOPE this one is RIGHT this time PRAYING.....but ya know Jason and I were married and everything was the same we gave Trysten his last name and J signed the birth certificate Thas how we did it and look where we are its wonderful

 

[waiting2012]

Yeah, I know...All the drama that went on with Taylor and he's known Zoey for almost 3 years..We fought them talking and stuff because they met at UBH (behaivoral hospital) and they werent supposed to exchange contact info but did anyways.. After Taylor broke it off with Wesley and he went back to talking to Zoey--we just decided there was no point in fighting it--he was absolutely going to be with her and move out to be with her.. We told him it would be better for her to move to Bowie then we could help them out and then Jason said they could live here with us but they had to be married--he wasn't going to let them 'shack' up in our house and if they were going to be together and if Wesley was going to take up the responsibility of being the dad--though its not his--they needed to be married otherwise we didn't want him to sign the birth certificate.. I guess they were meant to be together..She was willing to move to Bowie, and she said yes to getting married so that they can be a real family..

 

[waiting2012]

Looking at your chart Andi--is it possible that's an implantation dip and spotting your having? I guess we'll know tomorrow if the temp goes up tomorrow, right..?

 

[AndreaFlorida]

Thats awesome Again it worked for me and Jason I know it'll work for them FAITH

 

[waiting2012]

Thank You Andi!

I have lots of that!! FaItH! Can't leave home without it!...

On a personal note--I had another dream about October... It was so odd... I had gotten my bfp and we were waiting for the baby to get here... I don't know why all the sudden I'm dreaming of "our" baby... But I hope its a good sign and Gail was right about this month...

 

[AndreaFlorida]

FX for you....my bleeding picked up really good today....awful....but at least it'll be over with in a few more days as heavy as it is now....blahhhh....feel like cruddddd....on a better note coughing spells are down to only few times a day thank God...we are finally getting somewhere...I still don't feel great but I do have energy to at least get out of bed, cook, clean a little, and take care of the kiddos PROGRESS

I duno maybe it was chemical.....I duno....those lines are definitely on those tests...but then again maybe just evaps stupid tests I don't trust them I should have went an got a FRER the night of the positive ones...but didn't have the money for it then....

Trysten's bday party is this coming weekend he's gonna be 4 on Thursday my baby is growing up!! He asked tonight at Olive Garden he says "Mom, can I still be your baby?" I said WELL OF COURSE You're always mommas baby!

 

[bnporter81]

Hi girls, how are you?

Andi, I hope you're feeling better and I'm sorry AF showed. Big Lots of big birthday wishes for your little manI hate how fast kids grow up sometimes...my little ones will be 3 and 4 in July. I love watching how much they've changed and the new things they've learned, but I hate feeling like they'll be in school and grown before I know it

Steph, congrats on having a grandbabyI know it must be a great feeling and I bet you can hardly wait

Big hugs to everyone else...I hope all of the babies are doing well!

 

[armymama2012]

Sorry, I havent been online much the last 3-4 days. I got the nasty flu bug and think I lost 2 lbs from not beingable to keep anything down. I am back at full strength but my stomach doesnt like anything I eat so taking it slowly. DH is now overseas. Got a call from him 2 hours ago. Nice to hear his voice but sad to know that he is in dangerous territory over there.

My appointmnet with the male OB is set for next Thursday the 24th at 2:30 p.m. Nervous but Dh requested that I switch to a female OB directly after that appointment so I have no clue if or when I'll get another scan.

Oh, and the most upsetting thing happened on Saturday! Someone stole my car! Filed a theft claim with insurance and filed a police report so now all I can do is ask for rides and hope they find the sorry sack of horse manuer who took my car.

 

[AndreaFlorida]

OMGOSH that is terrible about your car....what bull crap I hope they catch them soon...what would your car insurance do for that? I'd have no clue what we'd do if one of our vehicles were stolen....

Okay ladies....I'm probably gonna cry here....but I need some help!!! DH is selling his motorcycle today its $2,000 in our pocket...that means $3,500 more for IVF....how can I talk him into letting me use that money to do IVF without him freaking out about it. We really need to pay off other bills at the moment...but I really would love to have my last child now I don't wanna wait til Trysten is 6 or 8 before it can happen I don't wanna start ALL OVER again since there was 6 years between my first two....but I know he wants to pay off bills etc I am so close....income tax we could have the rest of the money to save up and I might have my job afterall....If he says no...I'm gonna be forever www.depressed.com## I just can't handle a NO I'm freaking out but the talk has to come today while we have money in hand!!! The other option is to pay off the bills we have now and to take out a loan because we'll have $400 extra a month to spend on whatever we need/want...if I get a loan my payments will be around $130 a month I can do that!!! Oh I hope he says yes and we can get the loan, or we can just use the income tax.....but persuading him oh its such a different story!

 

[bnporter81]

Nicole, I'll say an extra prayer for your hubby's safety over there. And I'm so sorry about your car. That's so awful! I hope you get it back

Andi, I'll be saying a prayer for you, too, when talking to your hubby about the money. My husband had a set plan to get "all his ducks in a row" and have everything paid off, yadda, yadda, yadda....I believe that paying off bills is definitely important, but I also think women have a different view of what priority is. To me, bills will always be there, but family should matter more. My husband and I have had a lot of arguments over that over the years. This last time he's not as concerned about it, but paying off bills first has definitely been a problem in the past. Maybe if he realizes that the bills still will get paid off and how important this is to you NOW...I just know life is what happens while you're busy making plans. If you put off having a baby because of financial reasons, then it will probably never happen because there will ALWAYS be something pop upAt least it has for us. Tell us how it goes, hon.