~S.T.L<3~*Lots of babies, Adoption and Waiting for Beth's BFP! <3

Ashe... well I'll be making sure to keep checking next week for those pics. I like Morgan Olivia personally. best of luck with your section and I hope everything goes smoothly.

Nicole, your numbers look awesome. I'm sorry about your previous loss. Lots of love doll. I will certainly include ur friends in my prayers. I don't know first hand what it's like but I know how devastated I would be if it did happen. :flower:

Steph... we're all here for you. I hope you feel better soon.

Andi, hope DH is feeling better. I know the flu sucks. I've only ever had it once in my life (mostly just colds) and I felt rotten for days. I hope that ur discomfort goes away too.

Well it's thanksgiving weekend for us. Had dinner with my mom/step dad's side of the family tonight and tomorrow (technically today) is with DH's family. Should be good... apparently Josh's aunt is going to lay into his grandma about moving... (Josh's uncle bought this really nice expensive house because theirs is old and needs too much work... grandma has lots of health issues but refuses to move to the new place) Should make for an interesting day... get out your popcorn....

Wednesday is another Dr. Appt. I'm going to ask a few more in-depth questions like how big he thinks baby might be and the position that she/he is in. He did say last time that I will go for another U/S for sure around 36 weeks.... a breech baby is an automatic c-section for me because of my prior section. I would be a little disappointed if that were to happen but well... as long as baby is healthy.... I still think this baby is going to try and make an appearance the last week of November... just a feeling.

My skin is absolutely horrible right now.... I've never been this broken out in my life, even as a teenager. Makes me feel really ugly.

well ladies... off to :sleep: Hope everyone has a great weekend. lots of love and prayers to everyone.
 
We are all better here....just I'm in bed with horrid AF :( something makes me wonder if this month was a chemical :( But whichever the case AF has got me in her hands gahhh! Stupid :witch: LOL
 

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well hun... if it was a chemical I'm sorry for you. I don't know if it was my computer or not but I had a hard time seeing the line. The first one I did see something but it was faint.

I had two or three evaps on the blue dye tests a few months ago when Steph found me an it was very disappointing because you get your hopes up and then.... nothing.... keep your chin up and don't let it keep you down. Positive thinking!!!

Feel better soon :flower:
 
I'm hurting really bad on the right side if its like this tomorrow I'll go to the docs....I hate the drive though its so far :( but this is killing me maybe its just a cyst I duno :(
 
I am sorry this is short I will update better later but wanted to say
CONGRATS as I am sure your holding ur bundle by now Ash!!!!!!!!! i wanna see pics as soon as ur up 2 it,...I luv n miss u all have LOTS 2 update and will later but I am working 12 hour shifts and just got home time to eat and pass out and do it all again later lol I am not curently preggers but am 2 days late will test if no AF by fri hugs 2 u all I know I have missed soooo much and I am so sorry xoooxxooxox
 
We are all better here....just I'm in bed with horrid AF :( something makes me wonder if this month was a chemical :( But whichever the case AF has got me in her hands gahhh! Stupid :witch: LOL

:hugs::hugs::hugs: NOT 2 make u feel worse but I was looking and I would bet money this was a chemical I SAY THIS WITH ALL THE LOVE IN MY HEART! LEAST U KNOW U CAN GET THERE HUNNY!How talk to ur dr about maybe something to help u bc this is NOT the 1st time I have seen positives on ur tests!!! hugs and I hope I did not offend u xoxoxo
 
Ash I bet you've got your little angel :) and I bet your soaking up every minute of it!!! CONGRATULATIONS!!!

Brooke :) Oh :hugs: how we have missed you!

As for me....well I was supposed to be on medicated cycle this month but...I think me and DH are done....its a long story I'm not sad at all....kind of relieved in a way....but heartbroken in another. I think its for the best.....theres a lot LOT I haven't told you ladies about my husband and my son....but the husband has been bullying my son and I can't put up with it anymore I'm done.....Packing my shit and leaving...to where I have no idea LOL! But we will see ;) Love you ladies an if I'm not here for a while you know where I've gone to!
 
Ash I bet you've got your little angel :) and I bet your soaking up every minute of it!!! CONGRATULATIONS!!!

Brooke :) Oh :hugs: how we have missed you!

As for me....well I was supposed to be on medicated cycle this month but...I think me and DH are done....its a long story I'm not sad at all....kind of relieved in a way....but heartbroken in another. I think its for the best.....theres a lot LOT I haven't told you ladies about my husband and my son....but the husband has been bullying my son and I can't put up with it anymore I'm done.....Packing my shit and leaving...to where I have no idea LOL! But we will see ;) Love you ladies an if I'm not here for a while you know where I've gone to!

Awwww....I'm sorry to hear that it has come down to that! Come to IL and live by me!
 
Andi, I'm so sorry things with you and DH are going so bad right now. I know how it can be from personal experience and I hope if the two of you can't work things out that you find true happiness wherever you end up, hon.:hugs:You and your kids deserve the best. Keep us updated whenever you can!

Ashe, thinking of you, sweetie and I can't wait to see pics! I bet she's beautiful. :flower:You must be on :cloud9:

Brooke, so good to hear from you! I hope you get GREAT news in the next few days!:winkwink:

Thinking of all of you...love and hugs:hugs:
 
I'm okay right now...the fun part will be calling my mom in a while and asking if I could move in.....I just can't deal with all of this right now :( :cry: my hearts been shattered in a billion pieces....in more than just one way....

It'll all be okay I have God on my side :) Things will someday be much brighter....just an uphill climb from today :)
 
She lives about 20ish miles from me....not far at all. But the only thing is my uncle lives there and has pretty much "taken over" and I don't wanna do that....but I'm gonna have no other choice for now til I can get on my feet again....this is pure sucky....

My caseworker just called.....and DH didn't answer and I couldn't bring myself to answer....my hearts sunk so far into my stomach :( I duno what I would say to her....and I can't make a bad impression what if DH an I choose to work it out someday...and then we'll never be allowed to adopt because then they'd know we have issues?!? OMG I wanna call my mom but I can't til DH leaves.....I'm gonna go get some alcohol and ciggies :( I need a drink right now....a good strong one at that!
 
She lives about 20ish miles from me....not far at all. But the only thing is my uncle lives there and has pretty much "taken over" and I don't wanna do that....but I'm gonna have no other choice for now til I can get on my feet again....this is pure sucky....

My caseworker just called.....and DH didn't answer and I couldn't bring myself to answer....my hearts sunk so far into my stomach :( I duno what I would say to her....and I can't make a bad impression what if DH an I choose to work it out someday...and then we'll never be allowed to adopt because then they'd know we have issues?!? OMG I wanna call my mom but I can't til DH leaves.....I'm gonna go get some alcohol and ciggies :( I need a drink right now....a good strong one at that!

Awwww....:hugs::hugs::hugs:I understand how torn you are.
 
I'm gone for a bit, and everything seems to go to shit... Damn, Andi... I'm super sorry hun!!! and this damn page needs to hurry and fill up fast so we can get off it...666 is not a good omen at all! :gun:
I'm sorry to hear about the troubles your having sweetie, and I don't want to make you feel worse, but I see the line good and clear on that test you posted and it's very possible that it is a chemical pg.. I know you wanted this so bad, and those girls too; but like you said, there is a chance for the future for you and the dh if its something you both want and you know that getting pg is possible--I saw the test myself. I can't say that God would have you get pg and then take it away like that because of the troubles ya'll are having--My God isn't that type of God.. But I could see him showing that it is possible and can happen so that you don't lose the hope of having another.
Nicole--I hope you are feeling good, and hope m/s doesn't get to bad for ya..:)
My prayers were sent out for the two friends you have that were m/c'ing. I understand how that may feel to be right there with them and yet they miscarried. It is not a pleasant feeling at all.
Brooke--would love to see ya on more, but I and the girls understand that 12 hr shifts can play hell on ya, and it's ok. I've been bad about checking back in myself, I find it's easier to go on FB and play games and emmerse myself in other things right now.
Beth--How are you hun? Any news on AF? I hope something is happening soon for ya! :)
Tanya and Jenn--hug those babies tight for me! :)
Ashe--Never did find out what you named the baby..I know for me when I had my c/s with Adrian we were in the hospital for 3 days--so I figure it'll be this weekend maybe when you can fill us in..:)
I have to preview my "talk" for my Emmaus Walk this weekend..Sounds fun... :P We have 21 Pilgrims signed up plus the Emmaus team consists of about 20 or so..I've always been the shy reserved type so for me to get up in front of a bunch of strangers and give a talk that is supposed to last 20-25 minutes--WHOOO BUDDY...LOL..It'll be ok, I know it will.. During the walk we can't use our cell phones, watches, ect..We aren't allowed to know what time it is, or talk to anyone on the "outside"..Its not as bad it seems..I'm sure I'll sneak my phone in this time..heehee..Being on the team has it perks I guess..LOL..But chances are I won't have much of a chance with so much going on, but then again, I'm not here that often anyhow, right??LOL...I really will make more of an effort..It just might be November before I'm on more like I was..I hope you don't mind..I do think of ya'll often and love ya'll for all the support you've given me. I want to see lots more :bfp:s though!!! ;)

:hugs::hugs::hugs::hugs::hugs:
 
Well I'm having horrible "empty tummy" feeling in the morning. I'm peeing every time I pass a bathroom I seem. I also cant eat noodles, rice, or tortillas. I seem to gag before they get to my mouth. I also now have the "runs" for the second day in a row. Ultrasound tomorrow!
 
Yay for the scan OMGOSH :) can't wait for the piccy :)

As for me....I'm on stupid birth control and its made my LH strips go positive so I thought I was O'ing so I called the doc freaking out....and well apparently bcpills can make you produce LH oh?!?! I didnt know LOL

Anyways :) DH and I are doing IVF in February :) Its a long drawn out story of how we got to the decision FINALLY together on the same page...but IM EXCITED!
 
Yay for the scan OMGOSH :) can't wait for the piccy :)

As for me....I'm on stupid birth control and its made my LH strips go positive so I thought I was O'ing so I called the doc freaking out....and well apparently bcpills can make you produce LH oh?!?! I didnt know LOL

Anyways :) DH and I are doing IVF in February :) Its a long drawn out story of how we got to the decision FINALLY together on the same page...but IM EXCITED!

So are you staying together and talking things out?
 

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