Sadness

[Mrs.Ludora]

Does anyone else feel as hopeless as I do? We've been TTC for 4 years now. I see families at the park etc.. and it makes me tear up. I just want this soo bad and I'm not sure how to let go of these emotions. We finally started seeing a fertility specialist. So hopefully this will be our year.

 

[zen108]

Does anyone else feel as hopeless as I do? We've been TTC for 4 years now. I see families at the park etc.. and it makes me tear up. I just want this soo bad and I'm not sure how to let go of these emotions. We finally started seeing a fertility specialist. So hopefully this will be our year.

I know how you feel. Am feeling the same. Losing hope and faith. Seen a fertility specialist and basically there's nothing wrong with me and DH. We hv no funds for IUI or IVF. So, guess this is the end of the journey.

 

[Glitter831]

Im sorry hun The feeling is horrible Keep the faith girl

 

[KayeChay]

Awwwww Ludora and zen.. I'm sorry you both feel this way I really do. DH and I have been trying for about a year. and nothing. I don't even get regular periods like I haven't gotten any in the past 310 days.. Everywhere I go I see moms and mos to be. I swear I feel like I'm the joke of the day (not that no ones pointing and laughing at me or anything) like life just wants me to be miserable.
I really hope we can over come this.

I read a few ladies on here having trouble with #2 or #3 and I'm like I would be blessed to have just 1! If I was only able to have 1 then I would take it in a heartbeat! I've thought about adopting but I want atleast one baby with DH. Just one..

I don't even go to birthday parties or baby showers anymore (I make excuses as to why I didn't show up) just because it's a reminder that "Hey, you have no kids but look at all these woman around you.. they have kids haha".

Anyways, I would totally say "chin up" but I can't even "chin up" myself.

I hope you get what you want