I have a scan at 3pm EST today. I want to be excited, and in a sense I am.
But I'm also a mess. I had been doing well for a bit until a few days ago. I'm 7+2 today so I should be able to see a healthy measurable heartbeat.
I just don't want it to be over again.
I'm insanely nervous. I know I can't do anything about it. I have no control over what I'll find out. I have to keep reminding myself of that.
I just wanted to tell people who would understand.
Come on little bean... grow!!!
But I'm also a mess. I had been doing well for a bit until a few days ago. I'm 7+2 today so I should be able to see a healthy measurable heartbeat.
I just don't want it to be over again.
I'm insanely nervous. I know I can't do anything about it. I have no control over what I'll find out. I have to keep reminding myself of that.
I just wanted to tell people who would understand.
Come on little bean... grow!!!