scared

I recently split from my partner and I'm scared

he's not my 3 sons dad but as we was still ttc before I left I'm scared that I'm pregnant, I've never been scared about anything before

I had enough symptoms that match the symptoms with my youngest son.

I dont know if i can cope with it all

I have let my boys go stay with their dad because my moods are all over the place and I dont want them to see me like this,

blah

just needed a rant sorry
xx

 

af was due today and as there was no sign of the witch i did a cheapy test, well in fact i did 3


and 3 faint lines later i dont know what to think, I'd post a picture but my cams gone walk abouts.

I really dont know what to think or how to feel

my temps have been all over the place too

(eta) I have sent my mate to the shop to get another test for me to use with fmu

 

my mate got me to first response tests, ive left them for now as when I wnt and looked at the cheapies the lines had gone grey

will test again in a few days if af doesnt show,

 

oh i didnt know that, with my boys the lines stayed but they was clear blue tests i think, I still have them and the lines still there

I will test in the morning then

 

done another test earlier and there was a faint line

my heads all over the place at the moment