Scary dreams :/ just a rant

[emicakess]

I was SUPER nauseas all night and I am not sure if I woke up every hour due to feeling sick or due to scary stressful dreams. Also I am not sure if maybe my sour stomach was causing me to dream like that! Or it was the other way around...

I don't think I want to repeat what happened in my dreams because its very upsetting. Lets just say I think I am more worried about my upcoming ultrasound than I thought. Part of me thinks everything's okay but part if me keeps wondering 'why am I still spotting' I was feeling very calm about everything but now for some reason I am so anxious i apparently can't even sleep!

I guess I just am needing another hefty dose of awesome encouragement from you lovely ladies....

Sorry about the rant and complaining so much!! This is such a crazy nerve wrecking time for all of us!

 

[eris]

Anytime I get stressed out I get really bad dreams, however, I will say with everything I have going on right now I'm not that stressed, but boy I've had some real doozies of dreams lately. I had one right before my first ultrasound as well that made me pretty nervous, but everything was just fine! Try not to worry, I think it's pretty normal.

 

[emicakess]

Thanks Eris did you have your ultrasound? I'm assuming everything went good right?

I know brown spotting is normal but is it normal to spot for this long? 2 weeks+?

 

[Coco Tutu]

try not to worry. I am on the second trimester and have read many stories of women who bleed throughout their pregnancies and everything is fine.
As for the dreams, I can understand why you got so upset I always had vivid dreams, but now with the pregnancy they are super-realistic and quite scary as well. I had days that I woke up and carried the sensation of the dream with me the whole day.
On a more fun/positive note, you might start getting more porn dreams once you are in second tri, since this happens to many ladies

Best of luck with your ultrasound! I am sure everything will be fine

 

[emicakess]

LOL thanks coco! I am looking forward to better dreams! I have heard that your sex drive goes way up in second tri I'm sure OH is looking forward to that! XD

 

[eris]

Thanks Eris did you have your ultrasound? I'm assuming everything went good right?

I know brown spotting is normal but is it normal to spot for this long? 2 weeks+?

I posted about it here!

Some women have had spotting throughout their whole first trimester. When is your scan?

 

[emicakess]

On Friday!!!! I feel like I've been waiting forever and I still have to wait more!

 

[PandaMao]

I'm sorry you're having such a hard time between the spotting and the dreams. Just remember, your dreams are not an indicator of any that is actually going on. I had such horrible dreams in first tri including many about losing my baby, but she's growing just fine and snuggled in there very well. I also had bleeding from week 12 to week 13 but everything was fine. I know how scary it can be, but you'll get through it. 'm sure your little one is just fine in there.

 

[pandi77]

Emicakess I had awful dreams that went from sad to incredibly violent up until a couple if weeks ago. I don't know why that happens but my sister and mother got them to. You've had such strong symptoms I have to think your nugget is doing okay despite the spotting. Your pregnancy hormones are still alive and well! Friday seems like such a long time...is it to early to try for a Doppler?

 

[emicakess]

I seriously think it had something to do with how SOUR my stomach was all night, it was taking my dreams and making them sour with my stress included! Idk it was weird! I stayed home from work today because of how nauseas I felt all day, and I have barely been able to eat anything because just the thought of food makes me wanna Upchuck! X.x I am staying add positive as I can but its just so hard not to let a bad thought pass my brain every once in awhile.. I am super lucky to have my awesome OH who is currently at the second store tonight picking up soup, oranges and ginger ale. hopefully things I can tolerate.

If a doppler worked now that would be lovely! But I think I'm going to wait until 12 weeks to order one just to be safe

 

[chickasrule]

Been ttc for over a year now. On my 2ww. Today is my 10dpo. Waiting to test on 14dpo.

Been on Progesterone 200mg and have had 2 IUIs done this cycle. Been having the most weird symptoms.

1dpo had a sharp shooting pain in my right side
2dpo was peeing a lot
3dpo was peeing a lot
4dpo was sleeping a lot
5dpo was again sleeping and tired
6po wass gassy flatulence with foul smell
7po vivid dreams and gassy
8dpo vivid dreams and gassy and had diarrhea
9dpo vivid dreams
10dpo vivid dreams and pain around the pelvic area.

The 2ww is killing me. Probably the slowest few days of my life!!

 

[pandi77]

I seriously think it had something to do with how SOUR my stomach was all night, it was taking my dreams and making them sour with my stress included! Idk it was weird! I stayed home from work today because of how nauseas I felt all day, and I have barely been able to eat anything because just the thought of food makes me wanna Upchuck! X.x I am staying add positive as I can but its just so hard not to let a bad thought pass my brain every once in awhile.. I am super lucky to have my awesome OH who is currently at the second store tonight picking up soup, oranges and ginger ale. hopefully things I can tolerate.

If a doppler worked now that would be lovely! But I think I'm going to wait until 12 weeks to order one just to be safe

Yes I waited until 12 weeks because I am a thicker gal but have heard some gals pick it up as early as 8 weeks. I get my doppler today and am hoping to hear nugget and see if the heartbeat is still 188. Either way you are right to be so positive and I admire your endurance with your ms and hope it backs off soon for you. Excited for your scan Friday!