Hi, little update. Logans had his operation. It was awful.
Before the op everyone kept asking me how I was feeling about it, and tbh I'm not an overly emotional person and people often joke saying im cold hearted as nothing seems to upset me. Well right up until taking him to theatre I was fine, he was ok just a little worried. They put the thing in his hand and he immediately started crying in pain, gave him his fluids then gave him the anaesthetic. Well he screamed at that as it stings, cried that it hurt then fell back on to the bed asleep! It was the most bizarre thing ever and so horrible to see! That's where I started blubbing lol.
We were then told we would be called up to recovery once the op was over. After they called us up we were stood waiting for them to open the doors to recovery and I could hear my little boy screaming hysterically. I got to him and he was just going wild, the nurses were trying to keep him still but he ended up ripping off the shield on his eye and wiping it with the bandage on his hand getting blood everywhere
They put another shield on with me sitting on the trolley bed with him holding his arms down cuddling him. Logan still screaming hysterically. We got back to the ward and it took us a further hour to stop his screaming
It was just horrendous!!
After that though he picked up really well, started drinking, eating fine. Then after another hour he was good as new. Happy, playful, chattery Logan.
Weve got to put eye drops in 4 times a day though which is proving difficult. Were managing to do it but as expected he hates it and gets really upset each time.
His eye looks horrible. It totally red and doesn't look good at all. Even the positioning of the coloured part of his eye doesn't look like its in the right position so I hope to god that's just because its only just been done. I cant imagine having to put him through that again If its under or over corrected
I feel so bad about it now. Part of me wishes I never agreed to let them do the op.