tasha41
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Someone give me a slap..
I keep obsessing over baby names for my next child and thinking about being pregnant again.
I mean Elyse is soooo much fun and more than enough to fill up my time, everyday there's new things she can do with me lately and I am happy with just her, and quite frankly I'm terrified of having an infant and a toddler... 2 in diapers, 2 not sleeping through, 2 that are totally dependent, 2 that cry daily... and I don't want to leave Elyse to go to the hospital to have a baby because it'll be 3 nights at least with my c-section... but damn.
A girl I know has a son turning 1 in May and is due end of March with a daughter and I am soooooooooooo so so jealous!!!!!!
Sometimes I don't even want to have sex because I know I can't have a baby for awhile.... am I crazy lol. I do "like" sex too I'm just turned off it right now because my mind is on other things... how much fun Elyse & I are having lately.. college... furniture & decorating.. babies.. being fat, I have a major spare tire ATM... >_<
It's like I can never just be happy with my life lol if I'm not obsessing over babies it's marriage
I keep obsessing over baby names for my next child and thinking about being pregnant again.
I mean Elyse is soooo much fun and more than enough to fill up my time, everyday there's new things she can do with me lately and I am happy with just her, and quite frankly I'm terrified of having an infant and a toddler... 2 in diapers, 2 not sleeping through, 2 that are totally dependent, 2 that cry daily... and I don't want to leave Elyse to go to the hospital to have a baby because it'll be 3 nights at least with my c-section... but damn.
A girl I know has a son turning 1 in May and is due end of March with a daughter and I am soooooooooooo so so jealous!!!!!!
Sometimes I don't even want to have sex because I know I can't have a baby for awhile.... am I crazy lol. I do "like" sex too I'm just turned off it right now because my mind is on other things... how much fun Elyse & I are having lately.. college... furniture & decorating.. babies.. being fat, I have a major spare tire ATM... >_<
It's like I can never just be happy with my life lol if I'm not obsessing over babies it's marriage