Lilpreciouse
pregnant 2 trimester
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Im sorry ladies this is kinda rant.
Basically i was kicked out of the place i stayed at with my bf and friend. (me and bf got kicked) so i had to come back to my mums (unfortunately cause its stressful here) well a week after coming back here im stressed to the bone and also i find out im pregnant put more stress and worrying on my mind.
my step dad is being a right d*ck slams doors has every tv up to 35 in volume every night till 10:00 or later, hes constantly souting all the time and telling the dog to sut up (hes a jack russel)
So today tops it off, my mum was coming to pick me up from the bus stop which should only take 10 mins from her house but no she had to wait for him basically i was stood outside for 30 mins waiting for her mind you its freezing today and i had 2 hoodies on and my oh big jacket and i was still cold plus my morning sickness is kicking in and i felt aweful, bout 10m ago i went down to my step dad spraying fabreeze at the dog which has soaked the kitchen floor plus he spilled the dogs water all over the floor my socks are completely soacked and i told him he needs to wipe the floor down he heard me but just completely ignored me thus causing me to get even more piss ed off then he call the dog stupid cause he's laying in is bed which HE moved,then nocked my mums clean washing all over the dirty floor. this man has no respect and i have to raise my child in this house wit this man.
Applied for housing on the council (do not judge as everyone as there own story) but aint heard anything yet as they want hospital papers saying due date which i dont have . i havent even heard from midwife yet but had bloods done today...
im so stressed and i no it aint good for baby but my life has always been stressful and im sick of it, my mums constanly like ur depressed go doctors, YES i no doctors dont do jack its just swings and round abouts. im totally lost. i love my lil bean to peices but fear the stress will take him / her away even tough i had an early scan on sunday and saw a very strong heartbeat
I am 21 years old and i do have mental health issues but honestly i deserve some bit of happyness in my life dont you think.
im sorry for language and spelling just feel like giving up
i dont even understand this us
Basically i was kicked out of the place i stayed at with my bf and friend. (me and bf got kicked) so i had to come back to my mums (unfortunately cause its stressful here) well a week after coming back here im stressed to the bone and also i find out im pregnant put more stress and worrying on my mind.
my step dad is being a right d*ck slams doors has every tv up to 35 in volume every night till 10:00 or later, hes constantly souting all the time and telling the dog to sut up (hes a jack russel)
So today tops it off, my mum was coming to pick me up from the bus stop which should only take 10 mins from her house but no she had to wait for him basically i was stood outside for 30 mins waiting for her mind you its freezing today and i had 2 hoodies on and my oh big jacket and i was still cold plus my morning sickness is kicking in and i felt aweful, bout 10m ago i went down to my step dad spraying fabreeze at the dog which has soaked the kitchen floor plus he spilled the dogs water all over the floor my socks are completely soacked and i told him he needs to wipe the floor down he heard me but just completely ignored me thus causing me to get even more piss ed off then he call the dog stupid cause he's laying in is bed which HE moved,then nocked my mums clean washing all over the dirty floor. this man has no respect and i have to raise my child in this house wit this man.
Applied for housing on the council (do not judge as everyone as there own story) but aint heard anything yet as they want hospital papers saying due date which i dont have . i havent even heard from midwife yet but had bloods done today...
im so stressed and i no it aint good for baby but my life has always been stressful and im sick of it, my mums constanly like ur depressed go doctors, YES i no doctors dont do jack its just swings and round abouts. im totally lost. i love my lil bean to peices but fear the stress will take him / her away even tough i had an early scan on sunday and saw a very strong heartbeat
I am 21 years old and i do have mental health issues but honestly i deserve some bit of happyness in my life dont you think.
im sorry for language and spelling just feel like giving up
i dont even understand this us