sheephater321
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Hello everyone. First let me say..sorry to everyone on here who has or is suffering through a pregnancy loss. I understand your pain. I am on here hoping for some advice from others in a similar situation. I have had 2 miscarriages in the past 6 months. I am now feeling very confused and upset. I have had some testing, which included a Chem20 blood test, MTHFR, and anticoagulant/antiphospolipid tests.The only diagnosis I got was that I was heterozygous for the C67TT MTHFR defect(one copy). I'm told this may or may not be the cause of the 2 miscarriages(both at 6wks). I was put on Folgard Rx 2.2 and told we could TTC again in 3 months. Well..it has been 2.5 months and now instead of being excited I'm kind of freaking out...
I'm wondering if I should be seeking more testing before trying and I'm feeling like an emotional basketcase. My husband and I have been trying for quite a while and sometimes I just feel SICK of thinking about babies and even question our decision to have a baby. BUT MOST of the time all I can do is think about how much I just want to be pregnant and start a family. I can't stop thinking about it and I feel completely insane. I am so scared to go through another miscarriage. To make matters worse,about 10 months ago I started a job that I hate and have since hidden and lost 2 pregnancies while working there. I have really struggled to go through these losses while there. I don't know why it's so hard for me. I know that other people suffer worse things and get through it much better than me. I am considering leaving my job to completely focus on pregnancy attempt # 3. My loved ones have mixed feelings about this. I just feel like curling up in the fetal position for the next 9-10 months. Part of me just wants to be free to take care of myself completely and be alone..no job worries...to help me keep the third pregnancy. Is this a crazy idea? Or has anyone else left there job to feel more comfortable TTC??
So..I'm asking for advice on what else I should be doing before TTC a third time after 2 losses and if anyone else has experience with leaving work to focus on TTC?? Any help would be greatly appreciated.
I'm wondering if I should be seeking more testing before trying and I'm feeling like an emotional basketcase. My husband and I have been trying for quite a while and sometimes I just feel SICK of thinking about babies and even question our decision to have a baby. BUT MOST of the time all I can do is think about how much I just want to be pregnant and start a family. I can't stop thinking about it and I feel completely insane. I am so scared to go through another miscarriage. To make matters worse,about 10 months ago I started a job that I hate and have since hidden and lost 2 pregnancies while working there. I have really struggled to go through these losses while there. I don't know why it's so hard for me. I know that other people suffer worse things and get through it much better than me. I am considering leaving my job to completely focus on pregnancy attempt # 3. My loved ones have mixed feelings about this. I just feel like curling up in the fetal position for the next 9-10 months. Part of me just wants to be free to take care of myself completely and be alone..no job worries...to help me keep the third pregnancy. Is this a crazy idea? Or has anyone else left there job to feel more comfortable TTC??
So..I'm asking for advice on what else I should be doing before TTC a third time after 2 losses and if anyone else has experience with leaving work to focus on TTC?? Any help would be greatly appreciated.