So emotional

[rowleypolie]

Went today to the doc and and I am a tight 1 cm... Doesn't seem baby really wants to come on her own. I really wanted to start labor on my own this time but it doesn't seem like she will let me, got the induction scheduled for June 17 and now I am here crying my eyes out.... I will be 40 +5, obviously I want baby sooner but not willing to induce any sooner because I didn't progress well with my last labor and was advised constantly that I needed to just have a section, all because they induced me before my body was ready. My mom is sure its because I am too excited to have the baby and if I would just chill it would happen, that just makes me more upset

 

[Anthrogirl]

Hugs! I'm sorry that you're feeling so bummed. I get what you mean! I'm 40+ (something, trying not to count) and between my family asking me what's wrong with my body (Uh, nothing...I have already given birth twice) and I have had several people tell me to just go get induced. Um, homebirth, independent midwife, no intervention...