So frustrated with my body!

[jkburns]

I need some positive stories. In the last three weeks I have been in the hospital with regular contractions five times. They haven't stopped, but they haven't been doing crap to my cervix. I was 1-2 and 50 two weeks ago at 36 weeks and today i was 3-4 and 70. My body won't go into labor and the doctor won't induce me until 39 weeks, which would be fine of I want in so much pain. I also found out that she hasn't been going by my ultrasound dates, which say I'm due April 18 or 20.She has the date April 25. I have even measured over a week ahead the whole pregnancy. I feel like an idiot for going in the hospital so much and this is my third.Please tell me I'm not the only one that's had this happen.