MummyMummy
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my mr.man seen my 16yo sister,mum and 'some lad' outside maternity today... dunno if anybody remembers me posting about gossip about her being preg well as you know mr.man works for nhs and seen her with a bump that 'you can't hide' with my mum and 'some lad'.
in my post about her i said that i just don't know if i could support her, but of course i'd never tell her that. i'd keep quiet to her and keep it to myself and my mr.man.
after mr.man phoned me up and mentioned seeing them i'm sat here crying i'm that hurt that nobody told me especially as my mum gossiped about both my pregs when told not to to her friend and my sister. why is my sister any different? you know what else really hurts? the fact she appears to have made an effort with her yet with both my babies she's not give a shit. omfg. i am heartbroke yano god knows if it's hormones or what? but i can't stop crying
fuck knows where i went wrong? obvious the rightway to behave is to get in trouble with the police,drink on street corners,stay out for days/weeks on end,refuse to go to school and get kicked out why it is that my sister does all them things and she's so fucking wonderful? yet i try, try so effing hard and never ever get acknowledged. several times i have borrowed her several thousand pounds of my savings thinking she'd like me more or it'd make us closer
i sound ridiculas but you know what sometimes just sometimes reguardless of my age i'd just like my mum to include ME, to take an interest in ME and MY family. as much as i make out i'm not bothered and i don't care and their life is their life etc etc it does hurt me. alot.
obv i don't have the problem with my sister, it's my mum i have the problem with
damn hormones.
sorry for the ranty cry
xXx
in my post about her i said that i just don't know if i could support her, but of course i'd never tell her that. i'd keep quiet to her and keep it to myself and my mr.man.
after mr.man phoned me up and mentioned seeing them i'm sat here crying i'm that hurt that nobody told me especially as my mum gossiped about both my pregs when told not to to her friend and my sister. why is my sister any different? you know what else really hurts? the fact she appears to have made an effort with her yet with both my babies she's not give a shit. omfg. i am heartbroke yano god knows if it's hormones or what? but i can't stop crying
fuck knows where i went wrong? obvious the rightway to behave is to get in trouble with the police,drink on street corners,stay out for days/weeks on end,refuse to go to school and get kicked out why it is that my sister does all them things and she's so fucking wonderful? yet i try, try so effing hard and never ever get acknowledged. several times i have borrowed her several thousand pounds of my savings thinking she'd like me more or it'd make us closer
i sound ridiculas but you know what sometimes just sometimes reguardless of my age i'd just like my mum to include ME, to take an interest in ME and MY family. as much as i make out i'm not bothered and i don't care and their life is their life etc etc it does hurt me. alot.
obv i don't have the problem with my sister, it's my mum i have the problem with
damn hormones.
sorry for the ranty cry
xXx