oxfairycakexo
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According to FF (see my chart below) i did ovulate in cd13, today is 9dpo and yet yesterday i had 21 day bloods, just had the result and it was '2' again.. it's been 2 for the last 3 cycles so why did i have a temp shift, fertile cm etc? Why?! What is happening to me! I wish i never had the depo shot for 18 months even though my last shot was in september 2012!!! I cant say for sure it was that that messed me up but since i had two healthy pregnancies before it i feel pretty certain it was that!
I take vitex, vit b complex, folic acid, metformin 1000mg (even though i apparently don't have pcos? Just one small cyst on the left ovary) and nothing is working.. i just want to cry. It is so frustrating, i don't know what else to try! Maybe soy isoflavones?
I know i should feel blessed that i have 2 healthy children, but i am not with their father, i am in the best relationship with a wonderful fiance who has no biological children and i feel such a failure because i know how much he wants me to carry his baby!
Please can someone give me some advice before i crack up! I am currently waiting for an appointment with fertility nurse but just wish i could do this nauturally on my own!!
I take vitex, vit b complex, folic acid, metformin 1000mg (even though i apparently don't have pcos? Just one small cyst on the left ovary) and nothing is working.. i just want to cry. It is so frustrating, i don't know what else to try! Maybe soy isoflavones?
I know i should feel blessed that i have 2 healthy children, but i am not with their father, i am in the best relationship with a wonderful fiance who has no biological children and i feel such a failure because i know how much he wants me to carry his baby!
Please can someone give me some advice before i crack up! I am currently waiting for an appointment with fertility nurse but just wish i could do this nauturally on my own!!