so i poas tonight..

[Boothh]

and got a bfn..

i dont know whether to be sad theres nothing left of my baby/im not pregnant again

or happy that my hcg levels are down so i can expect AF soon and get back in to ttc?

then i keep thinking i did a test that said USE ON DAY OF MISSED PERIOD sooo maybe i could be early pg and its just not coming up yet someone slap me please!

 

[Smudgelicious]

SLLLLLLLAAAAAAAAAAAPPPPP !

Better ? Can I have one too ? I just poas too even though I'm maybe 5-6 dpo. It's insanity......desperation.......and so sad.

 

[Boothh]

hahah *slapp* back at you, i have no idea if i have even OV cus i havnt had AF since MMC yet! been 5weeks tomorrow since i found out about it so she should be around anytime and i had EWCM about 2 weeks ago but i am very irregular in my cycles so its anyones guess really!!
im at doctors tomorrow so im gunna discuss with him, i suppose really it is a good sign cus it means my body is getting back to normal, and i need to remember to start taking my folic acid again cus i stopped when i found out cus i was too upset to think about it! xx

 

[mushmouth]

Slaps for the pair of you!

I'm just waiting for AF to show now... but think it'll make me cry when it does... ugh

I stopped taking FA as a bit of a bratty thing, but have started up again now... hopefully it'll be put to some good soon!

 

[Vickieh1981]

I know what you mean. I tested the hcg out of my system after Isabella died. When I first tested after delivering her it said pregnant 2-3 and it hurt knowing she had gone and it still showed pregnant.

However when it said not pregnant it was a kick in the teeth too. NOthing is good about this journey.

 

[Boothh]

to all

so shit we have to go through this, i only took that one test i could of bared to keep doing it over and over,

and i still havnt had first AF yet but cus i had a erpc after mmc i havnt bled at all yet and i think it might force me to accept everything when AF arrives x

 

[zoefromsussex]

Lol would dish out slaps but who could blame you for hoping after experiencing a loss? It does funny things to us! I reckon its a good thing that you got a bfn coz means your body must be getting back to normal and then you'll be able to ttc...wishing you loads of luck xx