mhazzab
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Hi girls...sorry, I'm just feeling so sad today and had to get it out. It was my dads funeral this morning, I managed to get through it okay but now I am just lying in bed crying my eyes out.
My dad died, this Saturday is the four year anniversary of mums death, and I miss my girls so much. Almost all the important people in my life are gone. I don't understand why I have been made to suffer so much.
I've been finding it hard to grieve for dad, and it makes me feel guilty - but maybe I just have nothing left to give after grieving so hard for my daughters...
I'm sitting looking at my photos of my girls, they are so beautiful, I wish I could hold them right now and everything would be okay.
I just had to get that all out, thanks for reading xxx
My dad died, this Saturday is the four year anniversary of mums death, and I miss my girls so much. Almost all the important people in my life are gone. I don't understand why I have been made to suffer so much.
I've been finding it hard to grieve for dad, and it makes me feel guilty - but maybe I just have nothing left to give after grieving so hard for my daughters...
I'm sitting looking at my photos of my girls, they are so beautiful, I wish I could hold them right now and everything would be okay.
I just had to get that all out, thanks for reading xxx