linz1988
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My pregnancy last year i developed a severe case of depression, i was crying for hours each day. Id be washing up, ironing, doing the garden crying for no reason at all!
Im ashamed to admit this but i really disliked being around my precious little girl! It all started by me waking up one morning thinking i no longer want this baby in pregnant with! Even though s/he was planned and very much wanted.. At 11.5 weeks i booked in to have a termination at 12 weeks 5 days. My 12 week scan was the day before and i attended it just to see if it would bring back any feelings! The scan revealed i had had a MMC at 8 weeks! I had a d&c and after that it got worse but was put on anti depressants and cured!! After that i really mourned the baby id lost.. Because its then i realised jus how sad i was but at the time i was relieved!
Im starting to feel how i did in the early stages' dreading getting out of bed, thinkin how many hours are left until i can go back to bed, spaced out, isolated. And crying last night and this mornin ive been in tears. Im so scared! I feel like its starting all over again
Im ashamed to admit this but i really disliked being around my precious little girl! It all started by me waking up one morning thinking i no longer want this baby in pregnant with! Even though s/he was planned and very much wanted.. At 11.5 weeks i booked in to have a termination at 12 weeks 5 days. My 12 week scan was the day before and i attended it just to see if it would bring back any feelings! The scan revealed i had had a MMC at 8 weeks! I had a d&c and after that it got worse but was put on anti depressants and cured!! After that i really mourned the baby id lost.. Because its then i realised jus how sad i was but at the time i was relieved!
Im starting to feel how i did in the early stages' dreading getting out of bed, thinkin how many hours are left until i can go back to bed, spaced out, isolated. And crying last night and this mornin ive been in tears. Im so scared! I feel like its starting all over again