So scared!!

[LucyJ]

Hey, this is my first time here been a bit nervous to post a bit of history about me my husband and I found out we were pregnant with our first baby Jan this year sadly it ended in a mmc we had an early scan at 6 weeks due to bleeding but all was ok we saw a little heartbeat and it was amazing but at our 12 week scan we were told our little apple pip had died at 10 weeks. We waited one cycle and started trying again we found out sept that i was pregnant again I am now 6 weeks and 3 days I dont know why but I've woken up this morning and feel really scared. Haven't had any bleeding or anything and this pregnancy so far has felt different but I havent had many symptoms and my nipples hurt but not that much and this morning they hardly hurt at all.

I guess I'm scared that somethings wrong maybe its just because of what I've been through as the thought of lossing this baby terrifies me I've tried to distance myself but just can't. I've got an early reassurance scan a week on tuesday. My hubby keeps reassuring me that everything is ok and to try not worry.

 

[Lucia]

Lucy, I replied to you in the other thread, but let me say in here that I know exactly how you are feeling. I have had 2 mmc and I am now 6w1d pregnant. My boobs aren't hurting like they used to and it worries me. They are uncomfortable but not painful necessarily. I was also told by my doc that my hcg numbers "could be better" and I am going for a scan on Monday. I am officially stressed but I know I can't change the outcome so I am just trying to focus on other things. The next 2 days are going to drag on otherwise.

Pregnancy symptoms do come and go and not everyone has the same ones. Let's hope that we are both worried for nothing.

 

[Round2]

Aw, I'm sorry you're feeling this way today Lucy. It's so hard to stay positive everyday. I was feeling great this week until last night. I spent the evening with another girl who announced her pregancy. She's due the same day as me and is only 5 weeks along. The thought of miscarriage hasn't entered her mind. She's planned out her nursery, bought clothes for the baby and quit her job already! I'm just hoping to still be pregnant tomorrow.

It's terrible that we all have to feel this way, it should be such a happy time. But just take it day by day. We'll all get there!!

 

[18singlemom2b]

i understand how you feel, it sucks. i feel like this should be the happiest time of my life, and im trying to enjoy it. but really i worry more than anything.

 

[hb1]

It's totally understandable - you are also reaching a milestone in the next few weeks and I have found that the anxiety can increase as you approach these as well as scans.

Stay strong

hx

 

[LucyJ]

Thank you for all your kind words. I'm feeling a bit better today trying to take it one day at a time and just hoping and praying that this little one is a keeper.

I think with the scan coming up and my first midwide appointment it's all become very real and the fear as set in but I have to have faith that all will be alright.