I've kind of been having a hard time. My dad, whom I'm living with until I find my own place, probably around feb is not being very supportive. In fact he's making it as hard on me as he possibly can. My only true good friend moved away from me today. She now lives 7 hours away. I don't speak to my mother and haven't in quite sometime. I feel sooo lonely. Yesterday I almost called her up because of how desperate I was feeling for some support. She doesn't even know I'm pregnant. Her and I have had quite a lot of issues in the past. I'm not even sure if that conversation would have went well. On top of all this my dad hates the babies father for understandable reasons. But this still makes it very hard to have any kind of communication between him and I. He's very supportive and wants the best for the baby and I even though he does have his share of problems. Also, I'm starting a job at a call center Tuesday and I'm scared I'm going to hate it or be bad at it. I need to get my 600 hours so I can go on maternity leave in April. It's also a half an hour walk away from my house and dad will no longer let me use his car. This job also doesn't pay enough for me to give my dad the 1000 dollars a month he wants to make sure I'm saving. I get it all back when I move out but for now it's my dads "last lesson" hes going to teach me before I leave. I'm really doubting my ability to pull all of this stuff off. I just hope things will get better with time.