so worried

[Lil_Apple]

i am sure i am not alone when i say how pensive i am about finding out i am pregnant. I feel as though it is not yet real and i am not really pregnant. it does not help that my symtoms are coming and going.

I suffered a loss in January at 15 wks and feel so blessed to have concieved again so quickly on the first cycle of trying (as it was pretty complicated) but just hope all is ok

Sorry for rant just had to get my feelings out as cant talk to friends as we do not want to let anyone know until after 12 weeks scan

Thanks for listening xx

 

[hb1]

You are definately not alone - I am going in waves of feeling all is good to worries that it isn't - had a wobble this afternoon - bit of a twinge and I was stressing again.

I had an early scan and feel that has helped seeing the hb - are you having an early scan at all? reassurance goes a long way.

There's lots of lovely ladies here who have been through mc also and are feeling the same way - you'll always have support here

hx

 

[Lil_Apple]

Thanks for the response hb1

Yes I have been offered an early scan and i am going the docs on Tues to hopefully be refered

How far along are you now? And how far were you when you had early scan xx

 

[hb1]

I am 8 weeks - I was 6w + 5 when I was scanned externally and saw the hb - was a relief!! Good luck for Tuesday

hx

 

[Neko]

I understand exactly what you're feeling.

I lost my baby at the end of January at 14.5 weeks. It was traumatic because you think you're safe after you reach 12 weeks. Fortunately, I conceived again very quickly. But I'm still having a hard time trusting this will be a successful pregnancy. I saw the heartbeat at 7 weeks, but I'm still nervous something will go wrong again.

My morning sickness isn't particularly severe, so sometimes I doubt that I'm really pregnant.

 

[secretbaby]

I am to ultra worried - I don't know why as both my prev preg were a nightmare but not till after 20 weeks. We nearly lost ds1 at term and then we lost ds2 at 27 weeks gestation last year.

I don't have major preg symptoms - tired and can't sleep... but thats been normal since our son died. I can't really believe it either (due to medical history we thought may never happen again - ds2 was our miracle...) I saw a doc (locum not my normal one who has been my doc for 12 years and knows everything) and he will 'write' yes WRITE! to the midwife to ask her to see me asap and ASK her to get me in for an early scan (he thought he could do it but phoned the reception who told him he had to write to the midwife). Until I see the scan and see everything is o.k in the right place and growing I can't even dare really think about it positively.

It is sad I am not alone -but it does help to know others feel as worried (although I so wish none of us had gone through a loss so that none of us would have this and we would still have that lovely naivety about pregnancy).

Good vibes to everyone.