Someone must just not like me very much.... RANT WARNING

[natthecat]

Just needed to vent my spleen, I am so sick of shit all the god damn time, why is no one on my side? why do things keep going wrong for me?

PCOS, on metfomin, loosing weight i have AF but not actually o'ing. :*(

I have been TTC for longer than I care to remember and a friend of mine has 2 boys, came off the pill 6 weeks ago and just got her BFP.

Seriously, I am pleased for her.... but she has 2 wonderful sons and maybe could have waited while one of us ltttc got a turn.

it sounds pathetic, i know this but i seriously have had enough.

me and my OH of 6 years just want our own baby and i don;t understand why it wont happen for us?! were good people and will make fantastic parents.

i've never hurt anyone in my life so why can't this 1 thing happen for us???

And to top it off, we were told yesterday that the co I work for are making half of our office redundant, we will know wo tomorrow and then last day here would be 22nd Dec! i knowi will be one of them, only been here 4 monthhs comparedto the 2, 3, 5 , 7 10,10 and 12 years of other people.

i'm just so so fed up right now, really feel like giving up

Sorry for the rant it all

x

 

[x_Rainbow_x]

i no exactly how you feel. its like nothing goes right and people round you are popping them like peas.
i used 2 think i was being punished for something i did in a previous life.. i acctually think were very special ppl who are going to get very special children.. who nos maybe the next PM or a very rich person.
This year is nearly gone hun when Jan 1st comes u start it like a new life. dont give up on your hopes and dreams. We will get our longed for babies.

stay strong hun
xxxxxxxxxxxx

 

[Nathyrra]

Oh chick,

I ask myself these questions all the time! Not just for myself, but for everyone here that graces these pages with their stories. It's heartbreaking.

Me and my husband are also having to contend with PCOS AND the constant fear of him losing his job, so I can fully understand this shitty situation you're being forced into.

As Tracie said, I always tell myself that our children will be something very rare and special in this world. Doesn't take much for some people to throw out a baby here and there, but I refuse to think that this is just the way it is. My child will be the next friggin Mozart!

I'd feel like a hypocrite by telling you to stay strong when I also despair right now, but you really aren't alone, we're all alone in this together.. and we can use eachothers strength to get through this. One painstaking day at a time x

 

[natthecat]

thank you both xxx

 

[vickie83]

Sometimes life ISN'T fair but now more than ever I believe everything happens for a reason. One that isn't always clear to us (and ya know sometimes its hard not to question it) but there are bigger and better things out there for us.
Infertility and PCOS suck but ya know what? I am gonna be the best mammy in the whole wide world because I've had to work hard at it.
This is the perfect time for you to do what you've always wanted to do, go back to college, get your dream job, you can do absolutely anything you want!
This all might sound a bit like bullshit but YOU have the potential to create your dream life and maybe your current life is getting in the way of that. Don't wait til January 1st, do it now!
Wishing you all the luck in the world

 

[chefamy1122]

Nothing else to add that has not been said before me....

Thank goodness for our little support system in the LTTTC section!

 

[mwmm]

Hello there,
knowing exactly how you feel!-even that glimmer of hope i used to feel every month has all but gone, it's a normal expectation that aunt flow will show her face as normal, and that getting preggers normally just isn't going to happen for me, it's terribly frustrating when your body just won't play ball-Giving you big hugs and hoping you get that bfp soon hun xxx

 

[natthecat]

thank you all for your support. in a much better place today

 

[Schmelly]

Glad you're feeling a bit better now hun. Sorry you've been feeling so down, it's a tough old journey.

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[vickie83]

Glad you're feeling better today