mel9996
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I know that there are people in this world who cannot even have children and I should be thankful that Im even pregnant and carrying a wonderful growing life inside of me but I cant help but be terrified of 5/15!! the date of my gender scan!!
OH has a beautiful 3 year old daughter and I love her like my own and love taking care of her and raising her as my own. the thing is we both want a boy so bad that I almost get sick to my stomach and feel myself gag when I think about the baby that Im carrying being a girl.
OH even refers to the baby by the boy name we have picked. So I tried to talk to him today about that. And all he said is its a boy. I told him you have to realize there is a chance that this baby could be a girl and he says I DONT WANT ANOTHER GIRL!! So asked him how are you going to act if by chance if we go to the scan and cookie is a girl? all he did was mock me but not answer me. so I asked him again and he said you act like Im not going to love the baby regardless. I feel like he is might have animosity towards me and this baby if it turns out to be a girl
I think I will get over cookie being a girl but Im not too sure about OH. I have so much anxiety and not sure what to do. Any words of wisdom would be great. Im so scared Im going to lose him if this baby is a girl and not the boy he is wishing for.
Sorry for the long thread but Im afraid if i talk to family about this they will look at mw like Im crazy or ungrateful. Thanks for reading if you have stuck around this long
added pictures incase anybody wants to gender guess for me. would love to see what people think. Pictures are from 12 wk scan
OH has a beautiful 3 year old daughter and I love her like my own and love taking care of her and raising her as my own. the thing is we both want a boy so bad that I almost get sick to my stomach and feel myself gag when I think about the baby that Im carrying being a girl.
OH even refers to the baby by the boy name we have picked. So I tried to talk to him today about that. And all he said is its a boy. I told him you have to realize there is a chance that this baby could be a girl and he says I DONT WANT ANOTHER GIRL!! So asked him how are you going to act if by chance if we go to the scan and cookie is a girl? all he did was mock me but not answer me. so I asked him again and he said you act like Im not going to love the baby regardless. I feel like he is might have animosity towards me and this baby if it turns out to be a girl
I think I will get over cookie being a girl but Im not too sure about OH. I have so much anxiety and not sure what to do. Any words of wisdom would be great. Im so scared Im going to lose him if this baby is a girl and not the boy he is wishing for.
Sorry for the long thread but Im afraid if i talk to family about this they will look at mw like Im crazy or ungrateful. Thanks for reading if you have stuck around this long
added pictures incase anybody wants to gender guess for me. would love to see what people think. Pictures are from 12 wk scan