Mize1982
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well my friend carly who is a member on here but never posted had her little boy cody yesterday.
she was due 4th jan but after weeks of pain and not being able to walk at all (severe SPD) she was finally induced at 37+3.
A BIG congratulations to her and i am sooooo proud of her after all she has gone through!!!
Now i feel totally selfish and a total BITCH for feeling like this but it seems that everyone due around the same time or even after me has had their baby.
I want my lo here safe and sound and if she needs to be in there the full 40wks so be it but i just have this gut feeling she isnt going to arrive on her own and i am going to still be sitting here till the second week in Jan and then them have to induce me, my edd is the 30th dec.
i havent really had any signs, well people say i have but they all stopped and nothing seems to be happening and then finding out in 3weeks my lo hasnt moved from the brim its just so dishartening especially when i do a min 3 mile walk everyday, even in the pain i am in! I worry i will panic in labour but i just want it to happen or at least have a sign that she is going to be coming in the next 2 weeks.
i feel like a walking time bomb and today its really getting to me
she was due 4th jan but after weeks of pain and not being able to walk at all (severe SPD) she was finally induced at 37+3.
A BIG congratulations to her and i am sooooo proud of her after all she has gone through!!!
Now i feel totally selfish and a total BITCH for feeling like this but it seems that everyone due around the same time or even after me has had their baby.
I want my lo here safe and sound and if she needs to be in there the full 40wks so be it but i just have this gut feeling she isnt going to arrive on her own and i am going to still be sitting here till the second week in Jan and then them have to induce me, my edd is the 30th dec.
i havent really had any signs, well people say i have but they all stopped and nothing seems to be happening and then finding out in 3weeks my lo hasnt moved from the brim its just so dishartening especially when i do a min 3 mile walk everyday, even in the pain i am in! I worry i will panic in labour but i just want it to happen or at least have a sign that she is going to be coming in the next 2 weeks.
i feel like a walking time bomb and today its really getting to me