I am sooo happy tonight! I always spend all day on a Monday with Sophie in neonatal, and today when I went in, she was off CPAP again and the oxygen prongs were out of her nose and hanging round her neck like a stethoscope (she had pulled them out, hehe!) She had pulled her feeding tube out too, so I got to see her wee face for the first time with no tubes at all! Then....the nurse asked if I am planning to breastfeed, and I said yes and she asked if I would like to try today!!!! So Sophie and I did some skin to skin cuddles, and the nurse said she would just leave us to it and see what happened. She put curtains round the cot and just went away and left me with Sophie. She said Sophie would probably just have a lick and play around, but she latched straight on and started sucking! I couldn't believe it!!! The nurse came to see how we were doing and she said Sophie was perfectly positioned, latched on really well and she was pretty sure she was feeding. Sophie stayed latched on for half an hour, didn't suck all the time but had little bursts of sucking then a rest then more sucking. The nurse said to still give her her next tube feed just incase, but she was sick after it so the nurse thought she had definitely had milk from me and was just overfull. She said if she was not sick after her next tube feed, we could safely assume that she had been feeding that time...and she was not sick the next two times so yay!!! I felt like she might be feeding but I've never done it before so I don't really know what it should feel like! But I am so happy that she seemed to manage it, that is a big step Anne said I should try skin to skin cuddles every day and see if we can breastfeed once a day for the next few days. I just hope if it's another nurse tomorrow, they leave us to it again because I was so much more relaxed being allowed to just try on our own than if someone was hanging over me, and she did latch on immediately....