LilysMummy
Lily's Mum
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Feels a bit better. i dont expect any replies I just need to get this out. Im so fed up of wanting to cry its really getting to me. My OH is annoying me so much and I know its not his fault I love him with all my heart but I juat want to throtle him all mthe time. When Im not with him I miss him like crazy and when he is here I wnt to smack him and shout it and then I get upset and annoyed when he goes GRRRRRR!!!!!!
I started crying in the pub last night because I realised I dont know how to make up bottle feeds as Ive always presumed I would be able to breast feed! I just feel like crying for about an hour but instead I just let the odd few tears out here and there. OH mates were talking to me last night asking are you ok - how you feeling - etc and I had to just nod and bite my nail (which I hate lol) Just to stop myself from crying.
Whats the matter with me I dont think I can put up with this for another 6 maybe 8 hissy weeks and I dont think poor old OH can stand to be around me much longer.
Oooo and my pet hate is the sounds people make when they eat, I know Im a knob, and I cant help but hear them at 100x louder than they probably are atm how a few people havent had forks rammed down their throat by now I dont know!!!!
Im such a loser lol sorry ladies just send the mrn in white coat out to me Im the one watch tripe on tv crying and laughing but still managing to eat minstrels lol
xx
Feels a bit better. i dont expect any replies I just need to get this out. Im so fed up of wanting to cry its really getting to me. My OH is annoying me so much and I know its not his fault I love him with all my heart but I juat want to throtle him all mthe time. When Im not with him I miss him like crazy and when he is here I wnt to smack him and shout it and then I get upset and annoyed when he goes GRRRRRR!!!!!!
I started crying in the pub last night because I realised I dont know how to make up bottle feeds as Ive always presumed I would be able to breast feed! I just feel like crying for about an hour but instead I just let the odd few tears out here and there. OH mates were talking to me last night asking are you ok - how you feeling - etc and I had to just nod and bite my nail (which I hate lol) Just to stop myself from crying.
Whats the matter with me I dont think I can put up with this for another 6 maybe 8 hissy weeks and I dont think poor old OH can stand to be around me much longer.
Oooo and my pet hate is the sounds people make when they eat, I know Im a knob, and I cant help but hear them at 100x louder than they probably are atm how a few people havent had forks rammed down their throat by now I dont know!!!!
Im such a loser lol sorry ladies just send the mrn in white coat out to me Im the one watch tripe on tv crying and laughing but still managing to eat minstrels lol
xx