Starting Second round of clomid today, I need a buddy

[here_we_r]

Rissaroo, I'm sorry to hear about your yeast infection. Hey people get preggo with a lot worse so I defo wouldn't count myself out. When you become preggo you will have to be careful huh...UTI is very easy to get while pregnant. You can handle it though. Hang in there girl.

This is my 3rd month of clomid in a row. It really isn't any big enthusiasm here though cause I've had injectibles that didn't work. So this is just going through the motion. I'm only doing this current month of it because the pharmacy gave me too many pills from last month and I thought..what the heck? Why waste them? Like I said though..not looking for any difference. I just get depressed thinking how long it has been.

 

[Stevi11]

Hey ladies. I started my fourth cycle of clomid lastnight. Second round on 100mg.

How are all of you?

 

[MaeganNicole]

well Im an emotional crazy person! Haha. Dh and I have decided to wtt until both of us lose some weight. mostly me so that hopefully I can get pregnant easier and the actually pregnancy is eaiser on me. I know I need to be healthy to take care of a baby. I'm so out of shape and haves gained weight since being off BC due to the pcos. I want to get back to my weight before that then we will try again. hoping it will be around my birthday that we can try again which is in Feb. but we will see! gl this round! hoping u get a bfp for new years!!! I plan on following this thread if that's okay! you guys have been great and I'm hoping to see lots of bfp!

 

[Stevi11]

I hear ya on taking a break. If we dont get our BFP this cycle we are going to take a break for awhile. We havent really talked about for how long yet but i know i need one bad! I have been told that i should put on some weight. So the holidays came at the right time and no more of the hubby finishing my plates lol.

Please still follow!

 

[MaeganNicole]

thanks for understand! it is hard to take a break! I hope u don't have to though! but if u do maybe we can take one together! and yes def good timing then! let the eating begin! I'm probably one of the only craziest person on here trying to lose weight during the holidays! what was I thinking?
oh well gotta so what's best for me!
I def will continue then! thanks!!!

 

[Rissaroo]

Hey ladies,
I'm on cd29...2 more days! I thought for a while i might be preg but now im not sure. Lots of weird symptoms and now i cant keep down food. Left work early today cuz i was so nauseas. Nothing is appetizing to me till i start eating then its amazing till it comes back up lol...but who knows. my body likes to play tricks on me.
Ive been told to lose weight too, and we've actually decided to do the last round of clomid if af shows then take a break for me to lose weight and try to get his counts better with vitamins. Then go to a specialist and try clomid with iui assuming they will do clomid for me again later. We are house hunting in Jan so that should help keep baby off my mind...i hope.
Unless of course af doesnt show

 

[MaeganNicole]

well hopefully af doesn't show! its crazy how the body likes to play tricks! Haha houaehunting should help a little its def time consuming! gl on it all! hopefully u don't have to take a break though! fx for u!

 

[here_we_r]

Hey girls. My quitting time is coming up July of next year so I won't be taking a break but I defo need to loose some weight. I've been trying to exercise more, not really watching my diet but have started doing a cleanser. I've been doing the one they do when you go for surgery. Well I just started it this past weekend. I defo felt better and lighter.

I don't have any expectations out of my cycle this time as this is my 3rd consecutive month of clomid. I'm hoping seeing DH see out finish line coming up that he decides to try IVF. But I've stopped pressuring him.

So I hope those bfp start rolling in. You know I just feel so left out. I can't do anything about it just keep going. to all you girls.

 

[Rissaroo]

The bit me in the ass today a day early. I didn't think I'd be as devastated as i am. I just don't understand...

 

[Stevi11]

awww I'm sorry Rissa!!! I find it to be even harder once the holidays get closer....bc you let your mind run to much about making a big X-mas annoucement. I was pretty upset when my last AF showed too and it was for that exact reason....

Hang in there! We are here for you if you need to talk or just vent!

 

[Stevi11]

Feeling quite sad today. Wondering when this "journey" is going to end. I get sick to my stomach even thinking about it all. I just want my baby and to not be sad anymore. I dont talk to anyone anymore even my mom bc i dont want to talk about me. the only things i have going on in my life right now is infertility and i'm sick of talking. I'm sick of people feeling bad for me, I'm sick of feeling like i'm failing my husband and myself, i'm sick of not being able to do what i was put on this earth to do. If i cant do that, than why am i even here in the first place?

I had a convo with my baby cousin over the weekend. He asked how everything with the baby making was going. I kind of explained it to him and he starts to giggle and preceeded to tell me that i'm "broken". I made sure to tell him if he ever knows anyone again going through what i am....please dear god dont you ever say anything like that to them. I cryed myself to sleep that night and i cry everytime i think about that conversation i had with him.

Sorry for the vent.

 

[CCClomidQueen]

Feeling quite sad today. Wondering when this "journey" is going to end. I get sick to my stomach even thinking about it all. I just want my baby and to not be sad anymore. I dont talk to anyone anymore even my mom bc i dont want to talk about me. the only things i have going on in my life right now is infertility and i'm sick of talking. I'm sick of people feeling bad for me, I'm sick of feeling like i'm failing my husband and myself, i'm sick of not being able to do what i was put on this earth to do. If i cant do that, than why am i even here in the first place?

I had a convo with my baby cousin over the weekend. He asked how everything with the baby making was going. I kind of explained it to him and he starts to giggle and preceeded to tell me that i'm "broken". I made sure to tell him if he ever knows anyone again going through what i am....please dear god dont you ever say anything like that to them. I cryed myself to sleep that night and i cry everytime i think about that conversation i had with him.

Sorry for the vent.

Stevi you are not alone in this long sad journey! it's the frustrating unknown. if your not seeing an RE you should. they throughly investigate and you may have your answers.could be such a simple fix. Im praying for you. I been going through this for a long time, but just started seeing the RE in Feb, but got a lot of answers thus far. thyroid antibodies ect. I just started lovenox shots 7pm every night since last iui. they are aweful, but could be the extra step I needed.

 

[Stevi11]

My insurance doesnt cover seeing a RE and we cant afford it. I really wish i could. Good luck with your shots.