im here
but ill write numbers down out my phone that i need most incase that happens lol and id use jamies phone x
is he going in the room with yu now bec? 
but like family members .. my mums my birthing partner.. but i wanted jamie to cutt the cord tbh but hes abit iffy about blood and stuff lol and i wasnt so sure of him coming in at first incase i got too stressed and angry lol my mum will be able to calm me down but jamie wont lol and then im abit worried about pooing when giving birth be abit embarrest for him to see that 
not good at all 
feelt so stupid but was funny cause we was at blackpool at caravan all sheets were covered and lot 
thought id share it with you all anyone else got any stories
i dont want anyone sept the mdiwife or doctors looking down below tbh dont fancy jamie looking for baby coming its not a pretty site really lol..
im unsure
.. id feel stupid if i screamed dead loud or something im guna try hold it in cause hospital can say to you to calm down and stuff lol .. my friend was swearing and lot dead loud when she had hers but i wont be doing that .. im wanting labour to come soon as but im abit scared of what to expect cause its one of them things you just dont know what its guna be like all you hear is that its painful and when babys coming its like a burning sensation but then iv heard that its a nice feeling when baby comes down the birth canel and out cant see how it is but hey ho lol!
i have for weeeeks but its more now like kie can feel it abit too..
haha! i was scared she'd do my head in.. but i know she always wanted her mom there, she lost her mom when she was 9 :\ .. so i think it wil be nice for her.. tbh when my waters brake i wont dare go to the loo! id be scared of baby coming there and then spesh if you need a #2 and you push .. but then again spose it depends if your dilated and everything how dumb am i .. it could be stretching pains and growing pains cause obv your LO is growing day by day and whatever position she gets herself into comfiest shell be putting pressure on you get using stretch mark stuff even though it might not help lol
little girl Eva weighing 8lb exactly she was overdue 12days she went to get induced 18th at 6.30pm but didnt have her till 9.30am till morning .. feel for her long labour!
all i can think of is what i first said about her putting pressure on you low or like nudging you as such and your really sensitive in that area now
braxton hicks arent even painful usually just not v nice and if you cant deal with them how you gonna deal with proper labour?! Xx
