mummyb2b
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I wonder if anyone else has experienced anything like this and has any advice?
My parents for the most part are great and I love them dearly but what they are doing is pushing me away + worse than that having an adverse effect on my health and in turn the health of my unborn child which is driving me to the point of cutting them out!
Some background...
I didnt meet my husband until late in life. Up until that point mum & dad essentially got their own way over things involving me. What I mean by that is if they wanting something to happen their way they would pressure me until I gave in (I know now it was a rod for my own back but at the time with 2 against 1 it was easier!) (Btw my brother doesnt get this as he does what he wants and sees it as tough if they dont like it but they accept that from him for some reason!)
when I was getting married (what should be one of the happiest times of our lives) again we made some choices about our wedding (visiting venues etc.) that they didnt like (liked the venue but didnt like that we wanting to plan our wedding ourselves and although involved them didnt let them decide things for us!) and their response was to cause such upset that they wouldnt speak to us for weeks (until I wrote to try and smooth things over - me having to make 1st move not them!) they very nearly didnt come to the wedding but did in the end!
if they ring and get the answer phone and I dont respond within few hours (or less sometimes) I often get an aggressive 2nd message saying that I obviously not picking up my messages or I obviously avoiding them etc. no, Im just busy or OUT! I have told them I have a mobile if its urgent call me on that, if not wait and I will call them when I get the message!
I am now well into my third trimester pregnant with our 1st child and they again are causing upset and stress. I was admitted to hosp week last Monday only overnight with vomiting and severe backache, I was sent home Tuesday as seemed ok, came for a bp check Thursday and was borderline high but had protein in my urine & was dehydrated as was still being sick, so was admitted again for monitoring was again classed ok to come home as hydration levels were up! On the Friday, had a routine midwife appointment this last Monday and she sent me back to hosp as thought I was still dehydrated. As it turns out, I wasn't but due to blood pressure & the protein still in my urine I was again admitted (and am still here with suspected pre eclampsia 3 days later)
I have asked mum & dad not to tell people Im in hospital, a) I dont want everyone knowing b) I dont want people pestering me with messages that you feel obliged to answer when all you want to do is rest and recover c) I dont want people worrying d) they dont need to know. But mum & dad seem to have a problem with this and want to tell everyone. I see it as not their thing to tell and that they should respect my wishes (they have told people private medical things in the past so I dont feel I can trust them to keep quiet about things)
Yesterday they came to see me in hosp and started trying to pressure me into letting them tell people. I said no (several times) and they still tried to push it saying that they dont want to lie to people (how are they lying if they just dont volunteer the info) + how would anyone know there is a reason to ask anything so they would need to bring up the subject of me anyway! I ended up saying if they want to tell people fine, but dont expect me to tell them anything going forward. To which they stormed out of the hospital.
At one point they said it is OUR grandchild, I responded NO its mine & my husbands child! I also pointed out that I was in hosp trying to control my bp and really was not helping. In fact as a response to this my bp has significantly risen and I now have to take medication for it.
Sorry for the rant but I just need some advice or something please tell me your thoughts either way!
My parents for the most part are great and I love them dearly but what they are doing is pushing me away + worse than that having an adverse effect on my health and in turn the health of my unborn child which is driving me to the point of cutting them out!
Some background...
I didnt meet my husband until late in life. Up until that point mum & dad essentially got their own way over things involving me. What I mean by that is if they wanting something to happen their way they would pressure me until I gave in (I know now it was a rod for my own back but at the time with 2 against 1 it was easier!) (Btw my brother doesnt get this as he does what he wants and sees it as tough if they dont like it but they accept that from him for some reason!)
when I was getting married (what should be one of the happiest times of our lives) again we made some choices about our wedding (visiting venues etc.) that they didnt like (liked the venue but didnt like that we wanting to plan our wedding ourselves and although involved them didnt let them decide things for us!) and their response was to cause such upset that they wouldnt speak to us for weeks (until I wrote to try and smooth things over - me having to make 1st move not them!) they very nearly didnt come to the wedding but did in the end!
if they ring and get the answer phone and I dont respond within few hours (or less sometimes) I often get an aggressive 2nd message saying that I obviously not picking up my messages or I obviously avoiding them etc. no, Im just busy or OUT! I have told them I have a mobile if its urgent call me on that, if not wait and I will call them when I get the message!
I am now well into my third trimester pregnant with our 1st child and they again are causing upset and stress. I was admitted to hosp week last Monday only overnight with vomiting and severe backache, I was sent home Tuesday as seemed ok, came for a bp check Thursday and was borderline high but had protein in my urine & was dehydrated as was still being sick, so was admitted again for monitoring was again classed ok to come home as hydration levels were up! On the Friday, had a routine midwife appointment this last Monday and she sent me back to hosp as thought I was still dehydrated. As it turns out, I wasn't but due to blood pressure & the protein still in my urine I was again admitted (and am still here with suspected pre eclampsia 3 days later)
I have asked mum & dad not to tell people Im in hospital, a) I dont want everyone knowing b) I dont want people pestering me with messages that you feel obliged to answer when all you want to do is rest and recover c) I dont want people worrying d) they dont need to know. But mum & dad seem to have a problem with this and want to tell everyone. I see it as not their thing to tell and that they should respect my wishes (they have told people private medical things in the past so I dont feel I can trust them to keep quiet about things)
Yesterday they came to see me in hosp and started trying to pressure me into letting them tell people. I said no (several times) and they still tried to push it saying that they dont want to lie to people (how are they lying if they just dont volunteer the info) + how would anyone know there is a reason to ask anything so they would need to bring up the subject of me anyway! I ended up saying if they want to tell people fine, but dont expect me to tell them anything going forward. To which they stormed out of the hospital.
At one point they said it is OUR grandchild, I responded NO its mine & my husbands child! I also pointed out that I was in hosp trying to control my bp and really was not helping. In fact as a response to this my bp has significantly risen and I now have to take medication for it.
Sorry for the rant but I just need some advice or something please tell me your thoughts either way!