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I am on month 10 of ttc #2 😢 (Although much longer actual time with 2 months ntnp and a 2 month break) I'm starting to lose all hope that it will happen for us again, we only tried for 1 month with our little boy so I'm really panicking something is wrong.
I've gone beyond sad every month to unbelievably angry. Me and dh argued all weekend over stupid things because we were both just upset about it (af had arrived again) I never planned an age gap this big and feel sorry for my ds that he won't be close in age to a sibling.
I feel hopeless and no one around me understands. My sister is pregnant again with a 3rd baby after loosely deciding to see what happens and bam pregnant after a total of 17 days, wow, and then tells me she understands how I feel. I don't think so! I can barely talk to her because I'm a horrible jealous angry person. Along with my friend due in September and my bff due in Nov, I can't stand it anymore. I hate ttc and the disappointment month after month. I'm too scared to see a Dr in case they tell me there is something wrong so I'm waiting until the 12 month mark. I hope this is just a bad day and I'll feel hopeful again soon.
Anyone else been trying for a while and wants to join me, I understand how it feels and hope I can offer support too. All the ladies I'd befriended on here moved on with their bfps a long time ago.
I've gone beyond sad every month to unbelievably angry. Me and dh argued all weekend over stupid things because we were both just upset about it (af had arrived again) I never planned an age gap this big and feel sorry for my ds that he won't be close in age to a sibling.
I feel hopeless and no one around me understands. My sister is pregnant again with a 3rd baby after loosely deciding to see what happens and bam pregnant after a total of 17 days, wow, and then tells me she understands how I feel. I don't think so! I can barely talk to her because I'm a horrible jealous angry person. Along with my friend due in September and my bff due in Nov, I can't stand it anymore. I hate ttc and the disappointment month after month. I'm too scared to see a Dr in case they tell me there is something wrong so I'm waiting until the 12 month mark. I hope this is just a bad day and I'll feel hopeful again soon.
Anyone else been trying for a while and wants to join me, I understand how it feels and hope I can offer support too. All the ladies I'd befriended on here moved on with their bfps a long time ago.