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Hi ladies, I suffer extreme anxiety abd have done on and off since 2009. I came off sertraline (zoloft) about 5 months ago as they were making me feel worse and i started seeing a therapist as i want to try and beat this with no meds. However these past few weeks i feel shockingly bad as if all the happiness has been sucked out of my life which gets me down as i have such a good life and deep down I'm so happy with it. The thing is Im terrified of going back on tablets as there is increased chance of heart defect and also autism from what I've read. I would be completely devastated if either of these happened. I know they always say if the benefit outweighs the risk then do it but even though i think it does that doesn't put my mind at rest at all, and its going to ruin my whole pregnancy with worry that something will be wrong with my baby. Im.still seeing my therapist and having dome hypnosis tomorrow im praying it works. Please help someone im in pieces over this decision. X