I had a d+c when I was 16 (nearly 5 years ago now!) and I am desperately wanting a baby, but my boyfriend isn't ready yet and doesn't think I am. I didn't want an abortion last time I had been to the doctor telling him I was keeping it and he arranged for a midwife to get in touch with me. But then I told my parents, they didn't want me to 'ruin my life' but I feel like that's what I have done! Constantly dealing with feelings of guilt and grief! My boyfriend and I weren't together at the time but we have been back together 4 1/2 years. I feel so empty, I don't just want a baby I want the pregnancy and everything that comes with it (everything I missed before) I want to feel it growing inside me! I want the hurting and crying to stop!