Evening ladies. Well, thankfully I didn't waste my last HPT cause AF showed up proper a couple of hours ago-she was bound to once I wrote that last post, it's her nasty way.

Thank you for all the hugs and encouragement. I know I was grasping at a very thin straw, thank you for not pointing that out.
Now, I'm just relieved the wait is over. I had a drive of just over an hour to get to the apartment this evening. It was the most beautiful evening and the world looking fabulous clothed in its Autumn splendor. The moon came out- a perfect silver ball suspended over the Sperrin Mountains, and somehow, my hurting little soul was soothed.
So now, we're officially on a break from TTC for a wee while. My wee heart can't take another bashing just at the minute. So for the next wee while I'm really gonna try to concentrate on not concentrating on making babies IYKWIM.
DH rang earlier, he's on his way back from Scotland. His gran isn't well (this is his mum's mum and his mother died when he was only 3) so obviously this is really hard from him. The man who has made my life a better place to be must therefore come first. So ladies, if you see the slightest hint of me straying from the 'taking a break' path please, please put me right back on it and make me behave!!!
Hekate, I'm sorry about how your gran reacted, that must hurt like hell. And for the 'situation' into which you will be bringing a child-I think your baby will be blessed. He\she will know the love of two woman who obviously have HUGE hearts (I reckon you can judge a person fairly well by how they treat their pets!!!!

), who have obviously gone to some effort to bring a new life into the world and who will provide a loving, stable home of which he/she will be absolute centre. I also think Nicky is right, put the baby in her arms and she'll be sold.
Lyns-my LP is usually spot on 14 days which is why I got the old hopes up. But Im not even thinking about such things for a while now...really!!
Hope-take care of yourself this week. Great to have you home.
Sorry for such a HUGE post everyone-apologies!!




