That it, it is over and I am moving on!

[Emmea12uk]

The baby is gone and I am full of mixed feelings of anger at the hospital and horror from the passing. But after my last day if rest today I am feeling impatient for this blood to stop so I can try again. I am going to wake up tomorrow and forget this nightmare happened. In December I am going to walk down the isle in the dress that was made for me and my baby and be sad that the baby won't be sharing it with me. But I am hopeful that maybe I will be sharing it with a new bump.

Better get wedding planning again!

Thank you all for your support. I won't be back in here again unless I am unfortunate again.

Once again, I am so sorry for all your losses and I hope you find the inner strength to move on soon.

 

[tj1980]

i love your attitude. That's how i'm feeling today. Got scan tmw to make sure all has passed then we'll start tryin asap. This baby wont be forgetten but this experience will NOT defeat me! X

 

[Pippin]

I love your positive attitude and it will happen MASSIVE to you hon and may we soon be excited about the new bumps together. So excited about your wedding, something for you to look forward to and plan towards. This baby may not be with you but another will be I am sure. See you on the other boards real soon.

 

[ncmommy]

Congrats on your upcoming wedding and best of luck on your new journey!

 

[BabyQ]

you've got it in one...the pain, suffering and grieving is awful, but for our own sanity we do need to move on.

I too am planning my wedding, and focusing on it has really helped and now so soon after my mc I am so excited about something ELSE other than babies! We're going to have the best day of our lives, good luck

 

[Emmea12uk]

Just thought I would let you know, the hospital called today to apologise fir the way I was treated being dumped in a&e and not allowed onto the ward like they had promised. They also offered me a scan next week. Hopefully that will be ok!

 

[misscs]

thats really good news for you! all the best for the future and ur exciting plans xx