*~*~* The Decemberists! *~*~*

[smawfl]

Oh DS I'm so sorry to hear that sending lots of love xxxxxx

 

[Pusscat]

So sorry ds Don't know what to say, must be awful going through it again. Guessing you hadn't told many people so at least you don't have to go through the pain of telling everyone. Lots of love x

 

[minimoocow]

So sorry DS . . . life is cruel sometimes and MC seems to be the cruellest trick of all. Nothing we can say will bring any comfort but thinking of you and your angel xxx

 

[anneliese]

Oh I am so sorry to hear!! I know it can't take away the loss or the pain, but hopefully you got lots of love and support from your DH and LO this mothers day

 

[smawfl]

How are you doing DS? Do you think you will start trying properly again soon?

I think we're definitely gonna go for it next month.

 

[ds0910]

How are you doing DS? Do you think you will start trying properly again soon?

I think we're definitely gonna go for it next month.

I'm doing a lot better physically. The pain, nausea, and dizzy spells seem to be pretty much gone along with the bleeding. Still don't feel very well but my levels are almost all they way down so hopefully I will feel completely better soon. Mentally I just try not to think about it too much since it wouldn't change anything and I would just wind up torturing myself. I had my good cry and think about both of my angels everyday, but if I dwell I will crash. I know, I've seen me do it. I will be getting a tattoo as a memorial for my angel babies at some point, just have to figure out what to get.

The Dr told me to wait till after my next cycle and then I was good to go, so that's what we will be doing. So I guess if I have my cycle in 4 wks that would put me conceiving in early July if we get it the first try again? So hopefully I will just be a few Weeks behind you

 

[Pusscat]

Glad you're doing better physically. Mentally it's going to take longer i'm sure. Glad you can try again so soon - something positive to focus on. We might start trying in July too, so we might be due date buddies again! I'm going to stop taking my pills at the end of this pack, track my next cycle then TTC

 

[smawfl]

Hooray for more ttc bump buddies !
Did you convince hubby then pusscat?

 

[minimoocow]

We are on holiday next week and AF is due towards the end of the hols so going to take some tablets to delay it which means we need to sit this month out . . . and then we will start trying again properly next month. Also going to see someone about getting some help with it . . . great to have you back on this thread to chat to!

 

[ds0910]

Best of luck to you Mini!!

 

[smawfl]

Have a brilliant holiday Mini and lots of love and luck for next month!!

 

[anneliese]

well ladies, wasn't expecting this!

I mean, I know Clearblue tests are known to have issues, but this is positive, right?

https://i60.tinypic.com/2vud5eg.jpg

 

[smawfl]

Annelise! How lovely congratulations! Looks positive to me! To

 

[Pusscat]

Yes, that looks pretty clear to me! Congratulations!! Has it come as a bit of a shock?!

 

[anneliese]

Totally, wasn't expecting this at all! I wanted to wait until LO was at least 2 before even thinking about trying again

 

[Pusscat]

Eek, change of plans then!!

 

[smawfl]

Wowee! Very exciting. How does your DH feel about it?

How are you feeling? Any symptoms?

 

[ds0910]

Yes ma'am that is a BFP! Congrats hunny

 

[anneliese]

Hi ladies, I got back my blood work today and my HCG is only at 15.9. That seems extremely low to me for about 16 DPO. What do you think? I also took another test today and you can only see a shadow of a line on this one. I am wondering if this is going to turn into a chemical pregnancy/miscarriage . I will go back on Thursday for more blood tests to see if my numbers are rising.

Edit: here is today's test

https://i57.tinypic.com/2hmep34.jpg

 

[smawfl]

I'm on my phone so can't view it properly but what did they say when they did your bloods? I'm not sure what the levels are supposed to be I'm afraid.

How are you feeling?