Bee Bee
Doula expecting #2
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*sigh* Well, I'm currently in my 19th month of TTC #1 and 99% positive I am going in to my 20th month. I'm seriously just at the end of my rope. I have completely given up on seeing a anymore. I think it's just my way of coping. It's much easier to expect a negative than to hope for a positive. I still can't stop TTC yet though.
I thought that having an ectopic would give me more hope since I know I can get pregnant now but it didn't. It just made things worse. And someone mentioned how you can only be on clomid for 6 months and I am going into my 6th month now. I'm on femara but I'm worried that they might take me off of it. I can't afford IUI or IVF so those are not options for me. Really, femara is my last hope and I'm worried that that isn't going to be an option for me much longer.
I have PCOS and I don't ovulate regularly even with metformin so femara is crucial for me to time BD.
Anyway, I just figure if anyone else wants to vent, to please feel free.
I thought that having an ectopic would give me more hope since I know I can get pregnant now but it didn't. It just made things worse. And someone mentioned how you can only be on clomid for 6 months and I am going into my 6th month now. I'm on femara but I'm worried that they might take me off of it. I can't afford IUI or IVF so those are not options for me. Really, femara is my last hope and I'm worried that that isn't going to be an option for me much longer.
I have PCOS and I don't ovulate regularly even with metformin so femara is crucial for me to time BD.
Anyway, I just figure if anyone else wants to vent, to please feel free.