I know how that feels! I don't know if I'm alone in this, but I always panic when I think about my daughters age and how old she'll be when/if we have another baby. I really wanted my kids to be close in age, and every month that dream is fading!!
14 months later, well crap.
I hate that I let the little things get to me.
I did, however, talk to my fertility specialist and make our appt. the 15th of May, so I'm excited!
My DH said last night that he's not that interested in doing IUI's (we did 3 rounds a few years ago that didn't work), and he thinks we should just shoot with IVF. Our ins. pays for the majority of it. WOW!! I can't believe he said that!
So, although I'm 99% sure clomid didn't work this month, I am excited to get this show on the road!