kate1984
Expecting a Princess
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Hi everybody, im starting to think i might have a problem with food and after some advice really please dont have a go at me just tell me what you think.
I have always been skinny until i had kids, then i developed pcos and have struggled to get weight off and it has slowly creeped up. This past few weeks i have noticed that im making excuses to not eat with my partner saying that i have eaten when I havent. I dont mind cooking for him infact I love it.
I am counting calories to a silly extent and going to the gym. I went to ibiza recently and had so much envy for the gorgeous girls round the pool in there bikini's and i just wanted to get a knife and carve off my thighs
My DF says im beautifull but I feel like a monster, i look in the mirror and just want to curl up and cry... i dont know how i let myself get like this.
I havent eaten anything yet today, just ice water and 1 cup of coffee but feel so nauseaus if i think about eating as it will just make me fatter.
i want to be healthy but i want to be beautifull more
I have always been skinny until i had kids, then i developed pcos and have struggled to get weight off and it has slowly creeped up. This past few weeks i have noticed that im making excuses to not eat with my partner saying that i have eaten when I havent. I dont mind cooking for him infact I love it.
I am counting calories to a silly extent and going to the gym. I went to ibiza recently and had so much envy for the gorgeous girls round the pool in there bikini's and i just wanted to get a knife and carve off my thighs
My DF says im beautifull but I feel like a monster, i look in the mirror and just want to curl up and cry... i dont know how i let myself get like this.
I havent eaten anything yet today, just ice water and 1 cup of coffee but feel so nauseaus if i think about eating as it will just make me fatter.
i want to be healthy but i want to be beautifull more