_Lexi_
Mummy to 1 perfect angel and a 6yr old daughter
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Im 29 weeks pregnant with a little boy. I've had a very stressful and complicated, high risk pregnancy and I'm 23. Fob left me, and now it's getting closer to him being here, I'm realising that I don't think I'll be able to cope. I was on the pill when I got pregnant so it wasn't planned. I do love him so much already, but I think he deserves a better life than being brought up on benefits, by a single mother. He deserves a family. Fob has said that he would have him, but he works full time. He's a manager, he starts early, finishes late, and is always away for conferences/meetings. Up until recently I've been really excited, but now I feel nothing and just cry at the thought of raising this child. I don't think I'm strong enough to do it on my own. I just don't know what to do. Fob would never forgive me, he has 3 children from 2 previous relationships, one of which he has no contact with, the other 2 his ex uses as a weapon as/when he's allowed to see them. Maybe it's just nerves, maybe it's prenatal depression, or maybe it really would be the best thing to do. I just don't know and my heads such a mess