This is painful

[angel jayvian]

Tomorrow is my babys burial. Can't stop crying.my heart is hurting...i miss him so much.
Jayvian I love you more then anything in this world!
7/29/11 met the love of my life!

 

[Andypanda6570]

I am so sorry you are going through this, my heart breaks for you Our babies will be together there and I go there a lot like every other day so if you want I will watch over your angels little spot that you pick for him and I will take care of it for you i mean as far as sometimes grass grows, I can keep it clean for you, only if you want me to.
My Ava is right under the huge statue in the middle/ if you ever need anything please let me know..
XOXOXOXOOX Andrea

 

[Nikki_d72]

Will be thinking of you hon, hope it goes smoothly. it's so hard to say goodbye but Jayvian will always be with you. I'm so glad you got something sorted, it will be a place for reflection forever for you. Much love xxx

 

[Vickieh1981]

I'm sorry hun. I know how hard this is and I won't lie, the burial is hard but the dread eases slightly after the funeral.

I do think it's lovely that your babies are going to be together, I wish neither of them had to be there though xx

 

[MariskaG]

I am so sorry. Wish there was something I could do to take away your pain or make it easier. Know that they are in a beautiful place, where there are no tears. Big Hug to you on a very difficult day.

 

[collie_crazy]

Big huge hugs to you

I know its hard - I absolutely dreaded Emilys funeral - on the day auto-pilot took over and I was in a daze for most of it, it was the only way I could cope. You will get through it, I promise I hope you have others around you to support you on the day to

I too think its sweet that your Javian and andypandas Ava will be together - I know they shouldnt have to be buried in the first place, but I believe all our angels are together now playing and looking after each other - just like we are looking after each other here

Be gentle to yourself.

 

[angel jayvian]

I am so sorry you are going through this, my heart breaks for you Our babies will be together there and I go there a lot like every other day so if you want I will watch over your angels little spot that you pick for him and I will take care of it for you i mean as far as sometimes grass grows, I can keep it clean for you, only if you want me to.
My Ava is right under the huge statue in the middle/ if you ever need anything please let me know..
XOXOXOXOOX Andrea

Thanks Andrea that would be lovely .i would appreciate it huns if you keep mybabys area clean. I would love to meet you one of these days, I live in the bronx but every chance ill get ill travel to go see my baby . Xoxoxo

 

[collie_crazy]

I am so sorry you are going through this, my heart breaks for you Our babies will be together there and I go there a lot like every other day so if you want I will watch over your angels little spot that you pick for him and I will take care of it for you i mean as far as sometimes grass grows, I can keep it clean for you, only if you want me to.
My Ava is right under the huge statue in the middle/ if you ever need anything please let me know..
XOXOXOXOOX Andrea

You are a star

 

[Andypanda6570]

I am so sorry you are going through this, my heart breaks for you Our babies will be together there and I go there a lot like every other day so if you want I will watch over your angels little spot that you pick for him and I will take care of it for you i mean as far as sometimes grass grows, I can keep it clean for you, only if you want me to.
My Ava is right under the huge statue in the middle/ if you ever need anything please let me know..
XOXOXOXOOX Andrea

Thanks Andrea that would be lovely .i would appreciate it huns if you keep mybabys area clean. I would love to meet you one of these days, I live in the bronx but every chance ill get ill travel to go see my baby . Xoxoxo

I will watch over Jayvian and keep everything nice and clean just like I do for my Ava I bet we will meet one of these days..I am in Staten Island not that far from you. Ava is with Jayvian now and they are at peace, believe me. XOXOXOOXX

 

[mhazzab]

I hope that the burial goes as well as it can for you, remember we are here for you if you need some support before/after. andypanda that's lovely that you will look out for Jayvian's little space. although it's so sad we've all had to 'meet' it's lovely that we can be there for each other.

I too think its sweet that your Javian and andypandas Ava will be together - I know they shouldnt have to be buried in the first place, but I believe all our angels are together now playing and looking after each other - just like we are looking after each other here

collie_crazy - that's a lovely thing to say, I love the thought of my girls playing somewhere with everyone else's engels, infact the thought of that just made my cry, but in a nice way.

hugs to all you lovely ladies xx

 

[angel jayvian]

I am so sorry you are going through this, my heart breaks for you Our babies will be together there and I go there a lot like every other day so if you want I will watch over your angels little spot that you pick for him and I will take care of it for you i mean as far as sometimes grass grows, I can keep it clean for you, only if you want me to.
My Ava is right under the huge statue in the middle/ if you ever need anything please let me know..
XOXOXOXOOX Andrea

Thanks Andrea that would be lovely .i would appreciate it huns if you keep mybabys area clean. I would love to meet you one of these days, I live in the bronx but every chance ill get ill travel to go see my baby . Xoxoxo

I will watch over Jayvian and keep everything nice and clean just like I do for my Ava I bet we will meet one of these days..I am in Staten Island not that far from you. Ava is with Jayvian now and they are at peace, believe me. XOXOXOOXX

Thanks once again im on my way to the cemetery

 

[Andypanda6570]

I am so sorry you are going through this, my heart breaks for you Our babies will be together there and I go there a lot like every other day so if you want I will watch over your angels little spot that you pick for him and I will take care of it for you i mean as far as sometimes grass grows, I can keep it clean for you, only if you want me to.
My Ava is right under the huge statue in the middle/ if you ever need anything please let me know..
XOXOXOXOOX Andrea

Thanks Andrea that would be lovely .i would appreciate it huns if you keep mybabys area clean. I would love to meet you one of these days, I live in the bronx but every chance ill get ill travel to go see my baby . Xoxoxo

I will watch over Jayvian and keep everything nice and clean just like I do for my Ava I bet we will meet one of these days..I am in Staten Island not that far from you. Ava is with Jayvian now and they are at peace, believe me. XOXOXOOXX

Thanks once again im on my way to the cemetery

You don't need to thank me, I am so happy to be able to help out in any way, be strong, stay strong, I am thinking of you today..XOXOXOOX

 

[Vickieh1981]

Big huge hugs to you

I know its hard - I absolutely dreaded Emilys funeral - on the day auto-pilot took over and I was in a daze for most of it, it was the only way I could cope. You will get through it, I promise I hope you have others around you to support you on the day to

I too think its sweet that your Javian and andypandas Ava will be together - I know they shouldnt have to be buried in the first place, but I believe all our angels are together now playing and looking after each other - just like we are looking after each other here

Be gentle to yourself.

Thats true, I cant remember a single thing said during Isabellas funeral - I just remember them taking the coffin from me at the graveside and sobbing nooooooo. Grrr in tears typing that even nearly 18 months on.

I will be thinking of you so much xxx

 

[Andypanda6570]

Big huge hugs to you

I know its hard - I absolutely dreaded Emilys funeral - on the day auto-pilot took over and I was in a daze for most of it, it was the only way I could cope. You will get through it, I promise I hope you have others around you to support you on the day to

I too think its sweet that your Javian and andypandas Ava will be together - I know they shouldnt have to be buried in the first place, but I believe all our angels are together now playing and looking after each other - just like we are looking after each other here

Be gentle to yourself.

Thats true, I cant remember a single thing said during Isabellas funeral - I just remember them taking the coffin from me at the graveside and sobbing nooooooo. Grrr in tears typing that even nearly 18 months on.

I will be thinking of you so much tomorrow xxx

OMG me either, all I remember is me falling down and crying so hard I thought i would die, my boys were holding me up. I don't know what the priest said So weird how we all went through the same thing, I forgot that I don't remember a thing about Ava's funeral, god we have so much in common all of us

 

[Vickieh1981]

I lie, I remember one other thing. Walking with her from the church to the grave and brushing some dust from the top of the coffin, that seemed vitally important at the time

 

[Andypanda6570]

I lie, I remember one other thing. Walking with her from the church to the grave and brushing some dust from the top of the coffin, that seemed vitally important at the time

 

[kam78]

Thinking of you babe ... My heart hurts for you ... Takes my breath away cuz I remember "the night before" ... Just please know, you are never along in this horrible journey ... We will always be here for you, just type away and we'll listen : )

Big Hugs Babe!!! Xoxo

 

[Andypanda6570]

I went to day and jayvian is right next to my Ava I have an extra gate I could gate him in like I gated in Ava, you saw it, would you want me to do that? It's a little gate going around your spot for Jayvian , its up top you i will do it if you want it. I can't believe they are together, that is so nice, I am so happy about that.
XOXOOX

 

[angel jayvian]

Will be thinking of you hon, hope it goes smoothly. it's so hard to say goodbye but Jayvian will always be with you. I'm so glad you got something sorted, it will be a place for reflection forever for you. Much love xxx

I went to day and jayvian is right next to my Ava I have an extra gate I could gate him in like I gated in Ava, you saw it, would you want me to do that? It's a little gate going around your spot for Jayvian , its up top you i will do it if you want it. I can't believe they are together, that is so nice, I am so happy about that.
XOXOOX

Yes I would love that I will really appreciate it .my mother loved the gate .we were wondering where to get one...iam so happy they are together to iam more at peace .

 

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