This is really getting me down

[Lol78]

I'm not doing well at all and I just feel like I need to write it down.

I'm just convinced there is a problem. I'm not sleeping well - and when I do, I dream constantly about scans and bad news. I wake up feeling so depressed. I'm still feeling sickly but not feeling any movement yet. I know it's early days but that worries me. I was sure I was feeling movement between 13-14 weeks and that's stopped. That's what happened with my last pregancy - although admitedly later on at 18-19 weeks. That's how I knew there was a problem but everyone told me not to worry. But I knew. Now I don't know, but I'm so paranoid that I can't think anything other than there is a problem. I'm completely obsessed and just can't relax. I feel like I'm going mad.
I have 2 weeks to go to mw appointment and scan and I'm just not sure how I will get through till then.

 

[Mummy2Asher]

i posted yesterday really similar to you, not sleeping and having really horrible dreams about the baby.
no advice at all becuase im not coping very well right now but just want to say your not alone in how you feel and sending you big hugs xx

 

[hekate]

hun....I can totally understand why you feel that way....I am not a great fan of tons of ultrasound waves on the babes, but if you are so stressed would a Doppler maybe help reassure?