this is so hard

[yeahuloveme]

This is so hard, this is my first post in this section as i did not want to move here, it makes it feel even more real, I lost my little babies last week and had an induced miscarrage on thursday/saturday, I thought thats what i wanted to feel closer to my babies i was loosing to make it seem more real, and i guess a little to punish my body to failing my beloved babies. but now i regret it so much! it feels like my body not expects there to a baby after going through 30 hours of agonising contractions, and my arms feel so empty as if wishing to hold my little babies, and i just dnt know what to do, i have managed to cope till now but today i broke down and i feel so low and i just dnt know what to do i want my babies here so desperately! i can only sleep for about 3/5 hours a nite, has any one else felt like this?

 

[colsy]

What else can I say?

 

[Sovereign]

I'm so sorry you are having to go through this sweetheart.x

 

[DaisyDuke]

This is so terrible sad, i don't know from experince but i'm sure these are normal feelings? Have they offered you an counselling?

 

[princess_t]

 

[cleckner04]

I'm so sorry hunny.

 

[sam's mum]

I'm so sorry you're going through this x

 

[Cariad_bach]

im sorry hun i can think of know words that would ever help

 

[x_Rainbow_x]

iv lost 4 babies in 18 months it got harder with everyone the pain was always worse. the pain ate my up so much last time that i became bitter and nasty towards people. its better to let out all your steam and anger now as it will eat you up.
the pain never goes but it ease's with time.
i look at it as my babies arent here for a reason they were poorly and were to deliacte to live here with us so there put in the clouds where they can never break.

time is a good healer. it will get easier. just dont hold in your pain. talk it out and take each day as it comes.
xxxxxx

 

[ClaireyF]

i'm so sorry huni. when i mc in July the pain and anger and frustration did not hit me until a week later or so. i think i was numb until that point and after that i cried for what felt like weeks. just let it all out and don't let it eat you up. we are here whenever you want to talk or get angry. time really is a healer. xx

 

[buffycat]

i wish i could tell you that it is going to all go away and be ok......my mc was back in March, yet the pain is still very vivid....

.......take the time to heal, both physically and emotionally....and remember to get lots of hugs from those around you....

take care...

 

[haaza123]

so sorry for your loss. thinking of you.

 

[morayo]

sorry hun.

 

[sam76]

im so sorry xxx thinking of u xx

 

[yeahuloveme]

i know it gets better, and i know I have got over it the other 4 times, but this time is different! i dnt know why, my arms feel empty, longing to hold my babies. and my heart feels numb, my does my body not understand that there is no baby!!

 

[Claire J]

that is so sad.. i have never been through it myself so i dont know how you feel but i hope u feel better soon.. im always here to talk

 

[dizzy65]

so sorry

 

[Drazic<3]

Im so very sorry for your loss.
I wish i had the word to take your pain away. if you ever need a friend, im only a pm away

 

[Barneyboo]

So very sorry for your losses x x x

 

[babymojo]

I'm so sorry for you! It is the hardest thing to get thru i can only tell you that it does get easier! I lost my baby in june he/she would have been born this morning and i feel i'm going thru it all over! But now i only have moments of tears and sadness and i can find the happy thoughts about everything where in the beginning i only felt the loss and the pain! It get's better your in my thoughts and prayers!!