this is torture

Discussion in 'TTC After A Loss' started by beautifuloaks, Nov 14, 2011.

  1. beautifuloaks

    beautifuloaks Well-Known Member

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    This morning I had spotting.......

    My best friends due date was yesterday......

    If I was pregnant when she had her baby it wouldn't be so bad but with the spotting this am......I think its my AF coming.....if I don't start to bleed real heavy I will still test tomorrow but my hopes are pretty much shattered.....and my best friend is about to have her son any day now

    All day today I have been fighting tears.....

    We were originally two month apart in our pregnancies, she was 2 months ahead of me.....that's what makes it so hard.

    My hopes are shattered with this spotting, I feel like I have to scrap myself off the floor.
     
  2. Krippy

    Krippy Well-Known Member

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    I am so sorry that you feel so lost. Keep your head up and have faith.
     
  3. keepthefaithx

    keepthefaithx mom of 1 soon to b 2!

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    Ive been trying since december 2010, one of my best freinds told me she was pregnant with out trying in april, i got pregnant in may, i was sooooooo happy! we talked about EVERYTHING together and was so excited. i wind up miscarrying at 11.5 weeks...so then in october i get another BFP im soooooooooo happy tell my close friends and family, we start talking AGAIN like we used to, i start spotting on the 8th, go to hospital another mc.

    shes due in a couple weeks.

    so yea..i understand..

    xoxo best wishes.
     
  4. Becka.

    Becka. Well-Known Member

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    Hi when I found out the 2nd time I was pegs my SIL found out 2days later she was to I never said anything to her about me but 2weeks later I MC. This was in June I have been trying not to see her as it still hurts me to see her belly growing and her sitting there telling me how she feels. I saw her yestoday and she asked me why I have been off with her and I broke down and told her all about what had happend and she was so shocked and sorry for me. So I no what you are going though she has been great about it and she has even said she will always be there for me if I need to talk and if not then I can stay away from her untill I feel ready to deal with it all.
     

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