Those TTC for awhile.

[moter98]

On day 5 of feeling good again, besides being tired. But I will take it! So so happy to not feel nauseous. I even got the house clean today. Right down to washing walls and inside of microwave. Feeling human again yay! Now I get to go have an Italian meal for a friends birthday. Mmmmm, breadsticks. Been looking forward to it all week

Thats fantatic news Tina! Must be nice to have a lull in the storm of morning sickness! Hope the worst has now passed for you X

It's great! I'm cleaning up a storm an sleep like the dead, besides the 5 times I get up to pee every night lol

 

[moter98]

Possible super feint or super imagined? *bites nails*

Oh My Gosh! I defo see a nice and thick line there Sarah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

[sarahuk]

lol that five is probably going to be half what youll be doing in another 10wks!

Oh wow!! I was hoping others could see it and that I wasnt imagining things!

Typical that the month I feel absolutely nothing I end up with some sort of line. Now the waiting game to see if it darkens..oh the joys

 

[sarahuk]

Hmm would say it was a possible positive or an actual positive? I ask cos im unsure of whether i should record it on FF xx

 

[moter98]

lol that five is probably going to be half what youll be doing in another 10wks!

Oh wow!! I was hoping others could see it and that I wasnt imagining things!

Typical that the month I feel absolutely nothing I end up with some sort of line. Now the waiting game to see if it darkens..oh the joys

take a FRER!!!!!!!!

 

[moter98]

Hmm would say it was a possible positive or an actual positive? I ask cos im unsure of whether i should record it on FF xx

it's a defo positive. the line is in the right spot, it is thick and it has color to it. i can see all that just from your pic so it must be even more obvious with the naked eye right?

 

[sarahuk]

Ive made a deal with matt that if im still showing a line tomorrow im gunna go get a frer Although these tests I got are the ones they use in the hospitals so im sure they are just as good

 

[sarahuk]

Hmm would say it was a possible positive or an actual positive? I ask cos im unsure of whether i should record it on FF xx

it's a defo positive. the line is in the right spot, it is thick and it has color to it. i can see all that just from your pic so it must be even more obvious with the naked eye right?

It defo was pink. Still showed colour after the 10min mark...its rather faded now tho..but defo still looks like a nice blocked shape

 

[moter98]

but tomorrow is so long for me to wait, lol! when i got my last bfp i confirmed with like 4 tests.....though i didn't tell dh that, ha!

 

[moter98]

Hmm would say it was a possible positive or an actual positive? I ask cos im unsure of whether i should record it on FF xx

it's a defo positive. the line is in the right spot, it is thick and it has color to it. i can see all that just from your pic so it must be even more obvious with the naked eye right?

It defo was pink. Still showed colour after the 10min mark...its rather faded now tho..but defo still looks like a nice blocked shape

i think this is your bfp sarah

 

[sarahuk]

but tomorrow is so long for me to wait, lol! when i got my last bfp i confirmed with like 4 tests.....though i didn't tell dh that, ha!

LOL! The things we do...that will be me tomorow if its still there!!

Problem I have is im sitting here telling myself im just seeing a line but not a positive test line. Its just ironic that this time its me telling matt i dont believe it and hes sitting there lecturing me that its there...usually the other way around lol!

 

[sarahuk]

Hmm would say it was a possible positive or an actual positive? I ask cos im unsure of whether i should record it on FF xx

it's a defo positive. the line is in the right spot, it is thick and it has color to it. i can see all that just from your pic so it must be even more obvious with the naked eye right?

It defo was pink. Still showed colour after the 10min mark...its rather faded now tho..but defo still looks like a nice blocked shape

i think this is your bfp sarah

I really hope so tina. Think when weve been through the downside of bfps not working out though its harder isnt it to accept whether youre seeing it or not. Im still convincing myself its not there. I think until I get something blaring, Ill still be arguing with matt that its not imaginary lol!

But if there is something in there...crossing everything for a sticky this time...and guess Ill also have to swallow my words about post chem cycles and hsgs doing the trick lol

 

[moter98]

but tomorrow is so long for me to wait, lol! when i got my last bfp i confirmed with like 4 tests.....though i didn't tell dh that, ha!

LOL! The things we do...that will be me tomorow if its still there!!

Problem I have is im sitting here telling myself im just seeing a line but not a positive test line. Its just ironic that this time its me telling matt i dont believe it and hes sitting there lecturing me that its there...usually the other way around lol!

yep, it's really there! i could see it without even making the picture bigger. i know how you feel though about not believing it. after losses it's hard to really believe it's there until it starts getting darker.....and even then you will be worrying about every symptom and what it means.

 

[rooster100]

Sarah just sneak off and buy a frer if my DH knew all the tests I have bought and used he would think I was crazy! I even ran out of hpts and have been using opks for the last few days. Bought two digis today (don't know why I needed a pack of two!! And it said 3+ on it so hopefully that's a good sign! Have been signed of work for 2 weeks which is good as I Ann exhausted x

 

[moter98]

Hmm would say it was a possible positive or an actual positive? I ask cos im unsure of whether i should record it on FF xx

it's a defo positive. the line is in the right spot, it is thick and it has color to it. i can see all that just from your pic so it must be even more obvious with the naked eye right?

It defo was pink. Still showed colour after the 10min mark...its rather faded now tho..but defo still looks like a nice blocked shape

i think this is your bfp sarah

I really hope so tina. Think when weve been through the downside of bfps not working out though its harder isnt it to accept whether youre seeing it or not. Im still convincing myself its not there. I think until I get something blaring, Ill still be arguing with matt that its not imaginary lol!

But if there is something in there...crossing everything for a sticky this time...and guess Ill also have to swallow my words about post chem cycles and hsgs doing the trick lol

lol! i just posted about how losses make us paranoid before reading this post. i totally get why you are skeptical yet. really hoping to see that line get darker sarah. can you possible get a beta done? you could know then within 2 days if the hcg is doubling.

 

[moter98]

Sarah just sneak off and buy a frer if my DH knew all the tests I have bought and used he would think I was crazy! I even ran out of hpts and have been using opks for the last few days. Bought two digis today (don't know why I needed a pack of two!! And it said 3+ on it so hopefully that's a good sign! Have been signed of work for 2 weeks which is good as I Ann exhausted x

i bet i have all of you beat for number of tests.....i went a littttttle crazy there for awhile with the testing. but i figure it could be the last time i'm ever gonna test, so why not.
yay for 3+. yep, that's a very good sign. everything is progressing as it should be. you've got a sticky in there rach

 

[Pinky32]

You poor thing pinky! Really hope this will be the end of a horrible journey for you! Hope your ok? Have you seen my of oh recently? X

thank you
yeah i saw him tuesday and possibly tonight

 

[Pinky32]

tbh im crapping myself about the operation but what makes it worse is having the bone graft too

im just hoping they take it from left hip so that all pain is on one side of my body

cant imagine pain from left arm and pain from right hip

Ask em chick when you get admitted! I would imagine that they would do the same side though...how else are you going to lay comfy after the op!! x

im going to ask him that and also if i have to have staples again as they were super painful to have removed

 

[Pinky32]

tbh im crapping myself about the operation but what makes it worse is having the bone graft too

im just hoping they take it from left hip so that all pain is on one side of my body

cant imagine pain from left arm and pain from right hip

You poor girl! Wish you didn't have to go through all of this

i wouldnt have to have a third op if the hospital hadnt messed up the first and listened to me when i said something was wrong with my shoulder, that would have saved second op too!

grrrr

 

[Pinky32]

fingers crossed for tomoz sarah x