I got upset when I was admitted at 26-27weeks with contractions and the gyno came to me to tell me that at this stage there was nothing to do if I go into labour,they couldn't put in a cerclage,all they could do was investigate the cause of my preterm labour to be able to save my next baby!!!
I broke down in tears,it was like he had given up on my baby.
On a more cheerful note,went to my 36weeks midwife appointment yesterday.I had been dreading it,since its routine at 36weeks to repeat the High Vaginal Swab.
I had been looking at my vajayjay in the mirror and it looked horrible to me,all swollen up and big.(OH luvs it)
When the. midwife told me that we wuld be doing the HVS,I said
"Oh God,I don't even want to let people see it,its gotten so ugly"
Midwife: "says who?I haven't seen it yet!"
So I got on the bed and took of my pants
Midwife:"wat were you so worried about,it looks great to me.very lovely"
Note:my midwife is a guy!! And very handsome,sometimes I think he flirts with me,and I kindda like it.really boost my confidence being fat and pregnant.
Am I bad???