sweetavenue
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I'm a naturally cynical, realistic, pessimist type of person. I can't help it, it's just how my brain works. It drives my husband a little crazy, but I'm not that bad. Until lately- I started a new job and went from working 4-6 hour days to 10 hour days with my commute. I'm exhausted, drained, in every sense of the word and I can't keep myself from biting my husbands head off at the littlest things. I know some of you ladies are really good at remaining calm and optimistic (at least judging by your posts) and I could really use some inspiration. Whenever I feel like I'm getting better at being easy going, I take two steps back and then I am really hard on myself about it. (I just bawled my eyes out after getting home from work because my OH accused me of this again). We don't live together yet but will in 1 week, so I'm hoping him being around me all the time will help him see that I'm really doing a lot, and maybe he will understand why I'm so exhausted and irritable. Sigh.