Too early to test--nerves

[violetfly1]

I'm not quite sure if I belong in here or not, but I might, because...I think you guys might be able to understand some of what is going on with me.

I had a loss last year. We haven't been trying...I haven't known yet if I was ready to try. But, the past few days, I have felt like I might be pregnant. I have symptoms, but it's still early to test. But...

There is a part of me scared to test, because. Ok. We weren't trying, because I didn't know if I was ready. But now the thought that I might be, I almost have let myself hope it. Even though I don't know if I hope it. Does that make any sense?

Sorry of I'm rambling. I just needed to get that out. Thanks for listening.

 

[reversal]

sorry for your loss what day of your cycle are you on ? is it to early to take a digital test ? are you hoping your pregnant

 

[Feisty Fidget]

I think it's completely normal to feel anxious about being pregnant again. If I were you then I would treat my body as if I were pregnant (no alcohol etc) and then when I was officially late I would test.

I really hope you get the result you would like

 

[violetfly1]

I don't know if I hope I am or not. It's a really weird, mixed feelings kind of a thing.

And the thing about testing and too early...it's probably actually not too early, though I feel like it is. I had a "period" this cycle, but as timing would have it, it was right when implantation bleeding would've occurred, and it was very short. At the time, I thought it was just a short period...it's only in the following couple of days I've started to suspect otherwise. The reason I feel like I don't want to test until a few more days is that I feel I'd still suspect since last time, I took three tests earlier--all negative--then in a few days, I still thoughts, so I tested again. I think somehow, my nerves can't stand the thought of doing them over and over again this time. *sigh*

 

[pip101]

good luck,fingers crossed for you!!

 

[croydongirl]

I can see why you would be hesitant, but if you don't try you won't know. If you are pregnant, you could know for sure.
Keep us posted! Good luck!

 

[notquite]

It completely makes sense! That's how I felt last month... in my case, I finally tested and BFN then AF came like an hour later. Boo.

But something good came of it, because then DB and I had "the talk" and mutually decided for me to stop taking BCP...

still, I'm quite scared, I mean the past will always be there.