medic76097
Baby #3 on the way!
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I have two boys. I love my boys. Hubby and I have always said we don't want girls. I couldn't wrap my head around having a girl. We are days away from baby #3 and I gave permissible to my three best friends to find out the gender..... They are the only ones that know. They are decorating the room for baby for us as a gift. They were here a few days ago and painted the room. I picked the color palette for each gender (peach and seafoam for a girl and gray and blue for a boy) and they painted and locked the room up. This morning I walk down my hall and the sun is flowing through the newspaper they put on the window.
The room is pink or peach..... Very clearly not a boy color
I sobbed. Like someone had died. I'm devastated. In that instant I lost the confidence I was going into labour with. The excitement is gone and all I want is this pregnancy to end. I was totally convinced it was a boy and had my heart set on a name. I feel like it was stolen from me and now I'm left with keeping it a secret that I know. All the while being unbelievably miserable.
I feel badly for reacting the way I did and I'm glad it happened now and not in the delivery room. I have a friend coming to take photos and I'd hate to have that horrible reaction on record
The room is pink or peach..... Very clearly not a boy color
I sobbed. Like someone had died. I'm devastated. In that instant I lost the confidence I was going into labour with. The excitement is gone and all I want is this pregnancy to end. I was totally convinced it was a boy and had my heart set on a name. I feel like it was stolen from me and now I'm left with keeping it a secret that I know. All the while being unbelievably miserable.
I feel badly for reacting the way I did and I'm glad it happened now and not in the delivery room. I have a friend coming to take photos and I'd hate to have that horrible reaction on record