Cornfieldland
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Hello all, I'm back again after having a MMC at 16wks 
January 26th. Had quiet a dramatic miscarrage at home then bleed so badly I had to have emergency D&C.
I'm hoping to put that all behind me and have a positive experience this time. I am 37 and have 2 boys frm my first marriage and my husband and I have none together.
We weren't trying when I got pregnant but we were very excited to be having a child of our own together since we love each other so much. After the loss we weren't sure we would be trying again due to financial issues and just being scared of what would happen. I fell into a very dark place with no hope of having my baby.
During our anniversary this month we decided we both wanted to have a baby together and just to take it a day at a time and not worry about everything that could possibly go wrong. We arnt actively trying but not preventing and what happens, happens.
I feel like a dark cloud has been lifted off me and feel like I have hope again. We decided this right during my ovulation time
so now I'm in the two week wait.
Even if this isn't the time, just deciding that we are going to try gives me hope that I can move on past this. It's been one if the hardest time in my life. Here's to spring and summer...and whatever it brings
January 26th. Had quiet a dramatic miscarrage at home then bleed so badly I had to have emergency D&C. I'm hoping to put that all behind me and have a positive experience this time. I am 37 and have 2 boys frm my first marriage and my husband and I have none together.
We weren't trying when I got pregnant but we were very excited to be having a child of our own together since we love each other so much. After the loss we weren't sure we would be trying again due to financial issues and just being scared of what would happen. I fell into a very dark place with no hope of having my baby.
During our anniversary this month we decided we both wanted to have a baby together and just to take it a day at a time and not worry about everything that could possibly go wrong. We arnt actively trying but not preventing and what happens, happens.
I feel like a dark cloud has been lifted off me and feel like I have hope again. We decided this right during my ovulation time
so now I'm in the two week wait. Even if this isn't the time, just deciding that we are going to try gives me hope that I can move on past this. It's been one if the hardest time in my life. Here's to spring and summer...and whatever it brings
