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[GoldenRatio]

Garden hoes. !!!!!!

Classic! What a ice breaker lol

And yea Golden I def hear you tho. It makes sense that letting go 100% will leave you blind to what is going on and might further frustrate things.

Idk what to do if I don't get a BFP this month. I really don't ....

I look at babies and roll my eyes now. It's that ridic

Me too! We are creeping on every baby we see DH only looks at baby boys tho hehe

How many dpo are u?

 

[GoldenRatio]

Okey this gonna be tmi to the next level but I have to share it.

As I was checking my cervix today I noticed that rough ball like spot (heard it's a g spot) is lower than usual, then I googled for an hour and diagnosed myself with Vagina Prolapse time for a Pap test I think, otherwise I'm gonna be so worried.

 

[BabyC4Me]

Okey this gonna be tmi to the next level but I have to share it.

As I was checking my cervix today I noticed that rough ball like spot (heard it's a g spot) is lower than usual, then I googled for an hour and diagnosed myself with Vagina Prolapse time for a Pap test I think, otherwise I'm gonna be so worried.

Omg ! Please no. I hope you are okay????

Yes get a pap and let us know the results. Self diagnosing is the worse !!!


It may just be a fluke , and nothing is going on. Good luck !

I'm on CD23 not sure what DPO becuZ I didn't use OPKs and have no real knowing of when O happened becuZ my cramping wasn't intense.

Ovia says 5 days until testing :-/////

 

[puma1986]

Okey this gonna be tmi to the next level but I have to share it.

As I was checking my cervix today I noticed that rough ball like spot (heard it's a g spot) is lower than usual, then I googled for an hour and diagnosed myself with Vagina Prolapse time for a Pap test I think, otherwise I'm gonna be so worried.

NO!!!!! Please please get checked asap and report back immediately! Self diagnosing is scary without professional opinion! Will it take you long to be seen?

 

[puma1986]

AF showed today. I think my husband is more sad than me. Onto cycle 3!

 

[GoldenRatio]

Sorry Puma, but at least ur lp got longer.

Babyc u should start testing, cd23 is probably 7-9dpo

I got an appointment for Pap test for May 25. They didn't want to do it since my last test was a year ago and it was all normal. I told her that I found bumps around my cervix so she booked the appointment hehe

I hope there is nothing wrong and maybe I'm just discovering my vagina since I never really check cp daily before.

 

[BabyC4Me]

AF showed today. I think my husband is more sad than me. Onto cycle 3!

This sucks..... you body was def playing with you.

"Let me see how far I can delay this period, just for shits n giggles!"

What did your hubbie say?

 

[BabyC4Me]

Sorry Puma, but at least ur lp got longer.

Babyc u should start testing, cd23 is probably 7-9dpo

I got an appointment for Pap test for May 25. They didn't want to do it since my last test was a year ago and it was all normal. I told her that I found bumps around my cervix so she booked the appointment hehe

I hope there is nothing wrong and maybe I'm just discovering my vagina since I never really check cp daily before.

Please keep up posted on the health of the va-jay-jay! She needs to be in tip top shape for baby peanut

and yea, This would be a good time to start testing....however!

I only have ONE SINGLE FRER left and i promiseddddddd myself i wouldnt test until my period was a day or two late.

Thursday is when OVIA says AF is due...so we shall see!

Im not really feeling "pregnant" so its fine that I can wait...no pressure.

 

[GoldenRatio]

Friday then I will test with u! I'm gonna be 9dpo

 

[Bella12]

Sorry to hear about your AF puma. Ttc is hard work. I wish it were easier or faster. I hope cycle 3 is your lucky cycle! Maybe that baby wants to be an early spring baby.

Golden it good you noticed that bump. I'm sure it's probably nothing but if it is early detection is a good thing. I have never found my cervix (really I haven't looked ). I wouldn't know if something is wrong until obgyn told me.

I'm excited for those that plan to test soon. Sending baby dust your way.

I don't think this is going to be my cycle. We'll see what I can muster

 

[puma1986]

AF showed today. I think my husband is more sad than me. Onto cycle 3!

This sucks..... you body was def playing with you.

"Let me see how far I can delay this period, just for shits n giggles!"

What did your hubbie say?

He kept asking me what my tests said. I told him I was out of FRER tests and since I was on day 4 of AF not showing we decided to purchase some. The moment we got home I went upstairs to take a test and AF showed her ugly face on the bright side, at least I didn't use and waste a test.

When I went downstairs I think he was expecting me to announce good news but when I told him AF showed I could physically see his heart break. I think it really bothers him. Makes him feel like less of a MAN because I've been pregnant before. I have him a huge hug and told him we would try again. Poor guy I explained that lots of my friends online have been trying way longer than us and that it's normal to take a little bit.

 

[puma1986]

Friday then I will test with u! I'm gonna be 9dpo

I'm really really looking forward to Friday then! I am sending lots and LOTS of Baby dust your guys' way!!!

 

[BabyC4Me]

Puma your poor Hubbie !!!!! He will become a daddy soon enuff ! I can't remember if you guys went to fertility testing or not. For his spermies?


If we don't get preggo by August -sept we will see a specialist.

 

[GoldenRatio]

Specialist won't care unless you tell them that u tried for a year at least
Second month of trying I went to hormone specialist and told him that we were trying for 1.5 yrs so he paid attention. Gotta lie sistas!

Your poor hubby puma, mine is a pro now hehe he doesn't even believe my faint lines anymore. We have one digital that he wants to use when I see a viable faint line

4dpo today, got no symptoms except bitchiness hehe but I have resting bitch face all times

Hate all the new mother fb posts about how great is to be mother on Mother's Day! Also sil left nieces bassinet here in case they come over. Now I'm staring at the bassinet ((

 

[BabyC4Me]

Specialist won't care unless you tell them that u tried for a year at least
Second month of trying I went to hormone specialist and told him that we were trying for 1.5 yrs so he paid attention. Gotta lie sistas!

Your poor hubby puma, mine is a pro now hehe he doesn't even believe my faint lines anymore. We have one digital that he wants to use when I see a viable faint line

4dpo today, got no symptoms except bitchiness hehe but I have resting bitch face all times

Hate all the new mother fb posts about how great is to be mother on Mother's Day! Also sil left nieces bassinet here in case they come over. Now I'm staring at the bassinet ((

GOLDEN!!!


I cant believe you that lied to the specialist!! thats a hot mess and 1/2!

Gotta do what you gotta do!

---I also feel some type of way about the Mothers Day posts.....another day to remind you that you have no cuddly baby to kiss and wear matching "My mom is awesome" shirts or dresses...

My hubbie was like "Happy Mothers day! " ( because we have two fur babies) and i gave him the MEANEST death stare followed by "I am not a mother."

I checked my CM today and its TMI* VERYYYYYY WET AND LOTION LIKE.... not sure what that means tho...could mean nothing or everything i heard that you are supposed to get drier tha close you get to your period...mind is 4 days away

???


....FRIDAY NEEDS TO HURRY UP FOR US GOLDEN!

 

[GoldenRatio]

I know! I wanna test already!! DH says he had a feeling that this month worked and I feel like clomid second month will work for us. Meanwhile my left boob hurts but it comes and goes, probably still too early.

I also diagnosed myself with an other condition. I get itchy and uti symptoms after ovulation and when I get af, it all goes away. So apparently it depends on the PH level. Google suggests baking soda water bath, or preseed to correct the ph level. I'm gonna try preseed tonight, hopefully it helps.

 

[BabyC4Me]

I know! I wanna test already!! DH says he had a feeling that this month worked and I feel like clomid second month will work for us. Meanwhile my left boob hurts but it comes and goes, probably still too early.

I also diagnosed myself with an other condition. I get itchy and uti symptoms after ovulation and when I get af, it all goes away. So apparently it depends on the PH level. Google suggests baking soda water bath, or preseed to correct the ph level. I'm gonna try preseed tonight, hopefully it helps.

No PH uses are the WORSE!

When i was on BC pills, I would get yeast infections and BV like clockwork every 3 months and would have to frequent the urgent care center. it was a nightmare.

However, since I stopped the pills, I havent had any pH issues...so crazy how our bodies literally will freak out when something is altered but knows how to correct it sometimes.


the joys of being a woman!

BABY DUSTTTT for friday!

 

[BabyC4Me]

.......I might test early & break my promise to myself....im horrible..but im so close to AF its too tempting.

 

[TJ Islander]

HI GUYS!!! i wa outa town for a while.
sorry puma! i kept thinking i was gonna come on to see your BFP.
Baby4 Good luck girlie!! Baby dust to all.
yesterday i drew blood for my fertility test. it was CD21 for me. i am being tested for progest, LH and something else. all to make sure im ovulating. if not i will go on clomid.

 

[BabyC4Me]

HI GUYS!!! i wa outa town for a while.
sorry puma! i kept thinking i was gonna come on to see your BFP.
Baby4 Good luck girlie!! Baby dust to all.
yesterday i drew blood for my fertility test. it was CD21 for me. i am being tested for progest, LH and something else. all to make sure im ovulating. if not i will go on clomid.

What cycle are you on Tj?

Im curious to know about my fertility status as well.

Let me know how that goes.....how did you set up that testing with the doctor?