TTC #1- Looking for buddies!

[babylights]

you guys. My temp went up a little this morning so I did one of those super sensitive ICs. I see something. I'm pretty sure it's not an evap and there's color but I don't know, and I can't get it to show in a picture!!!!

 

[babylights]

Okay now I see a tiny something on a Wondfo, but nothing on a curved handle FRER.

 

[babylights]

I don't think you can see anything but...

 

[jmack54]

HOLY S@*$ babylights!!!! I'm freaking out over here!!! Your chart looks amaaazing and you see something on a test!!!! AHHHHH!!!!

 

[babylights]

jmack ahhhhh!!!! I wish it would show up in a picture, my DH can't see it and I just wish someone could tell me I'm not going crazy!!!!

 

[jmack54]

I see something verrrrrrrrrry very faint in that second picture you posted. mostly i'm excited about your temp going up and totally trust the fact that you see something!!!

AH! Can you go get one of those digital tests? that are like "PREGNANT" and theres no guessing? haha but it might be early if they aren't sensitive

 

[jmack54]

I just switched my "Currently Feeling" to Cheerful for you!! EEEK I have such a good feeling for you love! If I lived there I'd come over and make you pee on 30 tests today

 

[babylights]

Awww thanks lovey you're the best!!! I'm still kinda like durrrrrr because I feel like it's not quite anything yet - thanks for trusting me that I see something but I sure don't trust myself!! I feel like it's gonna take a couple of days for anything to really show up, like, that other people can actually see haha!

 

[jmack54]

Well I think what's interesting (from stalking your past temp charts) is that your temperature overall is a lot higher this cycle than it has been in the past. I think that's a really good sign!

 

[babylights]

The higher temps are because I started temping vaginally this month (it still freaks me out), but when I adjust for cover line and do the averages compared to this month, I def have always had a drop on 14dpo. idk tho, I feel like I should treat this as nothing until I get a more convincing test. (!!!!!!)

How are you feeling today?? Your spike is a thing of beauty, really and truly. Your bfp is coming in a couple weeks, I can feel it!!!!

 

[jmack54]

Ahhh I forgot about that! Ok ok. Well still though. All good signs, no temp drop. Have you ever thought that you've seen a line before on a pregnancy test??

I want this to be your BFP and then I get mine in a week or so and we celebrate together and then you fly off into the sunset to Europe!!

I am feeling good. Luckily I am feeling more chill this TWW so far than I was last time. Just enjoying living life and hoping for the best!! I think we timed BD well so that's really all you have control over in this crazy journey.

 

[babylights]

Honestly the first month we were ttc I'm pretty sure I got a false positive on the new FRER, it was the worst. Nothing since then, and I see something today on two different kinds of IC, nothing on FRER. I feel like I've gotten quite a bit more jaded about it so don't think I would make it up, but who knows??? lol! I guess we just have to wait. I was telling DH that it was all very anti-climactic, like when I do finally get a blazing bfp I'm gonna be like '*shrug* oh. cool.' haha!

Yay for enjoying life! I so think that's the way to go. And your timing was impeccable, I have all the good feels for you!! Can you imagine if we were bump buddies!?!?!!???

 

[babylights]

Tweaked!

 

[jmack54]

Ok I tooootally see that line!! it's the same one I was seeing earlier!!! I really do see it in that tweaked pic. AHHHH!!! I can't wait for you to keep POAS!!!

I feel like we have to be bump buddies. like it really wouldn't make sense at this point if we weren't

 

[babylights]

Ahhh!!! Does it count if it's tweaked though?? Ahhhhh!!!

I know right?? It's the only logical way

 

[jmack54]

Only time will tell really!!! What time did you take that at? Do you have a lot of them? I want a new picture everytime you pee lol

 

[babylights]

I tested with FMU, checked results prob 15 minutes after because I assumed bfn and didn't bother thinking I should check in better lighting lol. Shouldn't I wait a couple days to re-test? Right?? I've never thought about what I'm supposed to do if I were to ever get a positive!!!

 

[jmack54]

Hmm... if I were you I would just test again tomorrow morning at least! and wait and watch it to see if you see a line developing!!

Ok i just looked at that picture again and I totally see something!!

 

[babylights]

I found my huge stash of the super sensitive tests so will def test again tomorrow. Maybe I'll try to hold my pee for tonight. Ahhh!!!

 

[jmack54]

omg im so nervous and excited for you!!! Yay so glad you have a huge stash! You could hold your pee and test tonight if you have a bunch of them! haha i'm a bad influence